theapplestar

MOVED HOUSE.

2008-07-25T01:06:00.001+08:00

i've moved to here.

see you!

p/s: links will stay here cos i'll still keep this blog & update occasionally here.

2008-07-23T15:33:00.003+08:00

hello you!

i am planning on moving to livejournal.
but my desired URL is already taken..
(for both livejournal & blogspot siaa wtf)

HOW LA.

nvm. must plan again.
-_-"

uhms.
today im working.
hmms.
quite not looking forward lah..
=/

dunno what to expect..
school's fine.
gonna be tiredddddd~

T_T

tmr got waxing
(yesaaaa)

makeup ytd for stephy was fine (nila & me makeupped for her during AMU).
but she felt uncomfortable with proper makeup lor.

LOL.
she looked perfectly fineeee.
swear~

but anw, i noe what she feels lah,
cos last week, _ _ _ _ makeupped for me oso..
hmms. & i felt like CRAP.
i looked crap, felt crap.
totally crapfilled & lowered my self esteem sia.

LOLLLLLL..

and you know..
i wanna be extra fwenly to ppl i already know now.
if not they'll think im stuck up.
im not, i swear
(but because i always act like i never see or try to hide..).
i always DO wanna greet those ppl i know..
but i never do, cos many ppl condemn beauty therapy students..

just becos im different course or what.
so now im trying not to.
its hard tho,
cos i dunno whth they actually wna lyn me or not..
but i dun wna care.. lets put that aside & focus on what i must do.
LOL.
I AM FWENLY! (trying to believe in self)

and ytd's AMU (art of makeup class), all the mly girls & some half kelings (hahahah! stephy my dumpling & me larr) thought Gail looked fantastic..
Gail's really pretty lar. lol.
even more prettier than whoever in class that thinks they're the coolest or prettiest & i dun like those who like to bully her (but thats not the point..)

but what (the fuck) ever lar.

and now.
time to go off lar, flying farklets betol.

p/s: alhamdulillah for any praises i've received recently.

2008-07-21T21:02:00.011+08:00

i duncare which color i get, i just want this model la wtf.
remember our nebo project? wanna read all bout it? click here.. t'was a real good day.. uhms. & tis was what we looked like.. our disco night/retro partay!! click here... to read more.. (: stephy's eyelashes.. =/ so unfair. yes. literally "breast" pocket.. is where i keep my hp.. LOL.. i look like i jus got raped la wtf (what i mean is; whats with the hair dudette!! me i mean..) & thats a chocolate dipped marshmallow.. =D stephy & me were gone crazy over it.. FUCK. i look so unpresentable la.. this is us.. we looked freaking drunk lah. but we were actually high on dancing!!! =D dancefloor was awesome.. will NEVER forget it..

asfa needs to learn to believe in herself. frankly speaking, everybody, you have to believe in urself.. a person dear to me told me that ur mind is a powerful thing.. so extremely powerful, that it decides the fate that you think u should expect.. if u dream of otherwise.. then believe in it.. & it will come true.. anyway, on entry today..

last sat, went to hassy whos' aunt's ~~bday party~~ wedding..
THANKS AH EHK HAS!
it was awessommmeee... ((:

the food,
was extremely well cooked!
i love it.. the taste.. extremely marvelous.
i wish i could throw in some french words of appreciation..
but i dunno any.
so yeahh.

and EH EH.
aku fake. HAHAHHA...~
abeh klaka seyys.

anyways.. i reli2 wna thank ms manis for that PRECIOUS ebook!
gonna share it wif whom deserve it.. =D

today school was fine.
i must wake up earlier wtf!
-_-"

and uhh.
tmr gots no partner for AMU. ):
sobs*

p/s: the asshole just smsed me a very heartwarming, touching & whatever warm feelings i may have felt.. TSK.. but i will not get back lah seys. ): hmpfs. i cant.. i jus simply cant.

old classic movieeess

2008-07-16T21:31:00.003+08:00

ya allah.

my sisters r such sickoossss...
=p
their comments are soooo stupid that its funny & i CANNOT stop laughing!

guess what they're watching?
Clash Of The Titans.

thats like made before i was born or smtg..

but GAAAH~
zomg..

they're watching with mouths wide open..
and there are snippets of naked ppl..
zomg..
reasons why u should buy classic movies..
x)

soft porn. heh!

p/s: r those old roman gods or smtg.. or..?
gaah~ im NOT watching that movie okeh! i just glancing.. =p

pp/s: YESAAAA! TMR WE'RE DOING WAXING AGAIN. =D

an extremely long post

2008-07-16T15:41:00.004+08:00

i dunno whats with this blogskin, anybody having problems viewing the images?
they wont load. gaaaah~
time to change u tink?
tsk.
so lazy to search la sey.

ohmygawd,
u noe.
i remember saying that there are no juicy encounters in the train & that i wish there will be soon?
AIYAH.

i guess i shouldn't have wished soo!!!

otw home in the train jsnw, wif stephy,
we encountered.... GUEESSSS WHOOOOO

t'was Mental Dude la siOlll...
would u like to read my previous encounter?
it's here..<-click ok!

so we took a harmless looking train,
thinking it'll be very2 unhappening.
safe. secure.. quiet..
unlaughable & not hysterical.. at all..

so steph & me were talking with indian accents throughout our journey..
(i dunno why, what can we say.. we're abit mental ourselves..)

so we were acting like indians throughout the journey..
and ppl were looking at us..
(but we werent in the student-lian-mats-minahs-malays infested last cabin, we were smwhr in 2nd or 3rd cabin like that.. so alotta nyonyas & apeks.)
& they were watching us giggling hysterically (& me snorting occasionally)..
but we donut care.

then i cant rmbr wat station did mental dude come from,
but he definitely from dunno wich cabin came to our cabin..
spotted me (wtf, didnt noe mental ppl got good memories wtf!!)
& stopped, standing infront of us.
STARING.
(i was silently praying he would move on, i knew he wouldnt ofcos, steph didnt noe tho..)
there wasnt time to warn stephy who he was..

after everything else,
i was SOOO glad that there was a FRIEND i could share tis with!!
(just like the 2 lians infront of me in the previous post)

steph: "who's he..?"
*both of us stared at mental dude, looked at each other & died of laughter*
steph: *covers face to hide laughter..*
asfa: *desperately staring outside the window.*
oh. we werent at the corner seats. we were at the long seats.. & me sitting right beside glass panel.

(wtf. so IT IS TRUE that glass panels are badluck for me. or is tis part of my shattered mirror curse?)

steph: "what the.. why's he still standing there?" <
asfa: *snorts & laughs..*
[i was freaking speechless. luckily he didnt yell at us "hello" but he did yell at us afterall..]

mental dude: "YOU ALL FROM BALESTIER ISIT???"
steph: *looks up in alarm*
asfa: *smacks forehead*
steph: "uhh.. simei.."

mental dude: *points forefinger at steph & bends head down closer* "WHATS YOUR NAME??"
steph: *clearly looking stricken & backs away head so as not within kissing range of mental dude* "uhh.. rachel.."
mental dude: *holds out hand to shake* "HELLO RACHEL!"
-stephy lifted up hands & shook mental dude's hands..-
asfa: *smacks forehead* YA ALLAH~

mental dude: "WHATS YOUR NAME???" *stares at me*
asfa: "uhh.." *thinks hard* "mirah.." (hearing this, i could feel stephy shaking with laughter)
mental dude: *as expected, held out hands to shake* "HELLO MIRAH!"
asfa: *stares at hands.. & halfheartedly lifted 'em up & shook* (it wasnt filthy.. THANK GOD)

mental dude: "OHH. YOU ALL IN LIKE NURSING COURSE ISITT???"
steph: "uhh.. no.. air stewardess"

-steph & me burst out snorting, everybody was watching la YA ALLAH. even the old couple infront of us were trying not to laugh. the face like gonna give out a fart or something.-

mental dude: *stares for a long time..*
steph & asfa: ".........." & kept on laughing hysterically, i was already tearing.
[the fact that steph lied outrageously was sooooooo extremely funny! air stewardess so short siak.]

mental dude: "OHH. THEN YOU ALL WILL BE LIKE SINGAPORE GIRLS AHH" *laughs wheezily hysterical*

steph & asfa: *snorts with fresh new giggles*

mental dude: "THEN YOU ALL WILL BE WORKING IN THE QANTAS.. THE AEROPLANE.. THE.."
asfa: "and the singapore airlines.." *trying to keep a straight face*
mental dude: "OHHH.." *wheezes some more*

stephy: *whispering to me* "i wanna get down at clementi with u!!!!"
asfa: *passes paperbag to stephy, grinning wickedly, still crying with laughter, stood up*
"goodluck rachel, bye!"

~GAAH~ I KNOW ALL ABOUT KARMA OKEH.

mental dude: *yells loudly* "BYE MIRAH!!"

5 clementi town students were looking at me laughing & i was like..
"dulu da penah kene sey ngn deni!!"
*wipes away tears of mirth*

hahakz... cant rmbr what else i said, werent important anyway..

when i got home, i quickly called steph..

steph: "eyy.. that guy.. he really mental arhh?"
asfa: *snorts* "haha!! yala.. i suppose.. =p i got encounter him b4.."
-tells long granmama story-
stephy: "after u went down, he asked me 'where mirah stay?' and i said 'i dunno..' then he say 'i knowwwww.. clementi right??? *wheezes hysterically*'.. i wanted to get down with u siaaa!!"
asfa: "HAHAHAHAAH!! ZOMGGGG~ what else happened??"
stephy: "he asked me after that.."
-mental dude: 'eh rachel, u got boyfriend?'
-steph: 'errr.. ya.. in NS..'
"i say NS cos like.. wanna scare him abit larrr.."

HAHAHAHAH!! OMGOMG..
so poor stephy!
xP

HAIZ.
so yups.
then had to put down fone alrd..
so tmr gonna share full account man.
LOL!

then ytd..
went home with that new flen tiquaaahh.. =P
hahakz.
she so malu2..

LOL.
we terserempak at mrt.
well, no not really. im lying.
saw her at sch bustop..
but dunno whth she approachable anot..
so till her flen separated from her, then saw her rite behind me on the escalator to tanamera platform. smiling so shyly. HAHAZ.

so i talked to her lorr.

yesh yesh.
she's really nice !
^^

and uhh.
some office skills MALAY budak-budaks seem to have problem giler babi ngan budak BEAUTY THERAPY uh sial.
bapak die bapok betol larrr. (sheesh, die main2kan mak bpk org lain bole? aku tkle ke?)

one of them is a friend's fren.
that girl, lets call her.. "A" has no ploblem.
the fren of "A", lets call her "cheebye" has a collection of problems.

cheebye: "*pfffft* INI beauty therapy??? MUKER.." (translation: *pffft* THIS is beauty therapy?? faceeeee.."

KIMAK.
her face like my pubic hair like that,
got shame or not siak.
ppl never disturb, die-die wanna disturb others,
what the fuck is her problem sial?

the way she talk also FUNNY SIOL.
like her tongue stuck on the roof like that.
*snorts*
*saintly voice* before talking bout others, pls look at urselves first, okay darling?
i KNOW i am ugly. but YOU dunno that YOU'RE ugly. i wish i'd told u. but BULAN PUASE DA NAK DEKAAAAAT. haiz.

if i told u that ur ugly, i just scared you'll show me ur roof-stucked tongue,
i dun wanna risk dying premature death & blindness, so pls, just shut the fuck up & spray ur spit somewhere else worth. ^^

farking minah siol.

pffffftttsss...
whatever.
i hope she noes she's UGLY too. ^^
PLUS bapak die bapok, once again.

then at school,
got some secondary school visit,
got one skinny chinese boy,
at some lorong at our school,
wanted to tuck in his shirt..
he open big & big & shuffed his shirt in.

SO OBSCENE LARRRRR...
ya allah~
*covers eyes*

OKEH.
dats all. ((:
dah. bye!

p/s: shuld i join mirah's dance group? ): at sembawang though. sighs~ so boring dancing alone y'know..

2008-07-14T20:40:00.004+08:00

been busy.

(:

sunday went out w sisters to sim lim.
gosh..
looking at all those gadgets made me soooo giddy with excitement.

now i've got PLENTY to dream about.. =D
which is bad.
but good, so i can plan what to dream.

and and.. i found out what happened to my baby..
):
he sold it, that serious shit asshole..
ohmybloodygod & fuck.

jsnw morning, i boarded 175, and then the bus gave a sudden jerk/jolting brake that everybody was flung outta their seats. (gawd, i thought we were gonna die)
and 3 who were standing fell on the ground (yes, they really did fell. ontop of each other. like UNO stackos.)

we were all shocked beyond wonder after that & the driver had to pause & apologize to us (yes, thats the way beybeh) & check if the 3 uno stackos were fine.. & they were. just one 40+ lady scraped her elbows (i din c antg, tho she keep rubbing it. TSK)

eventhough i was shocked,
i turned & scanned around the whole bus.
OHMYGAWD.
their expressions..
fucking priceless i tell u..
& then i started giggling hysterically. (bcos their expressions EXTREME pricelessness!)
YA ALLAH.
so embarassing.
but yes. i did. giggle hysterically & snorted too.

but watever.
tkde cute guys pe.
sume org2 tua. so nvm.
lucky they didnt just lug me off to IMH sayin i got concussion or smtg.

& my winnie the pooh pocket mirror,
FIRSTLY, it cracked.
& steph horny was like snorting with laughter & sayin to me
"why did u look into the mirror??"

ok. so insulting. HAHAKZ!
BUT SO FUNNY AS WELL!!!!

but yes. so the cracking part.
i dunno how it happened.. )): myb when the bus jolted hard, it somehow got affected. hmms.
so by rights, im gonna suffer from 7years of badluck.
wtf.
& then. oklah, dah crack,
pastu it is found MISSING.

WHAT THE...
so now, am i relieved off the curse or what? LOL!

& ya allah.
to further embarassments,
my school pants.
OF ALL THE PLACES IT COULD'VE BEEN FOUND TORN.
was at the back off my arse.
& it happened to be flowery panties day today.
konon2 mcm sweet uh.
so if i were to take escalator or climb stairs.
ppl behind/below me would get free entertainment.
INFACT, they can even go buy popcorns & run after me.

there was no END to my humiliation today.
train rides have been fine so far.
but, i wish some juicyness will come soon... x)

gaah~
sch tmr.
9am-6pm.
SIGH~

bloodyhell.
gonna be late.

p/s: i love laughing out loud (cos im not a bloody fake & ladylike), and i know it is ugly but so fucking what? & anybody in or outta class who doesn't like it can just shut the fuck up cos its none of my bloody business. go and do yourself a favour & buy super surround silent headphones that cover the whole of your bloody sensitive ears. thank you.

p/s: kyn sang for me!! GAWD. music to my ears man. menusuk sanubari ku. TAKBLEY TIDO AKU. hahahahah!! =pp jk yo! thankssss aahhhh.

ppp/s: i think i saw a pri.sch mate.. or the brother.. (cant recognize properly) in nursing. is it is it???? hmm. myb i should look into it. would be great to keep in touch.. (: cos im sucha friendly person like that.

2008-07-13T01:17:00.025+08:00

ahh. ignore my expression OKEH.
sawadikaaaapp... i dunno what i was doing.. or.. must be.. the indian heritage in me.. O_O

I.NEED.A.HAIRCUT.
kyn borrowed my scarf.. which is normally to strangle ppl.. this scarf has alot of history i can launch a book about it.. ^^ its practically a weapon.. on my part.
finally i a not-so constipated expression.. ^^ so proud of myself.

hmm.. i wish i didnt put tis up.. but i did..
must be my fayveret picha of all timeeeee..

ya i noe. so sad right... ): my face always take on the constipated expression when its not either smiling, laughing or crying. GAAAAAHHH~ sucha depressing ting to realize about..
looks like sunlight.. but u noe.. the marina steps there.. (towards esplanade) rmbr those BIG YELLOW "spot"lights? ^^

*says airily* ahh~ the clouds merely took on these shapes..
just kidding lah kental, the airforce made the shapes.. for NDP preview.. (such lucky P5 kids..)

I TOLD U LOOK CONSTIPATED LAAA. YA ALLAH. I DONNO WHY!!
this one i really HOPE i was trying to look constipated..
yessaaaa... aku professor.. ((:

was awesome fireworks.
must watch again.

p/s: i am in trouble. that is one part of the story to another life.

pp/s: sometimes, just stfu ok sucker.

SICK SICK SICK SICK.. FUCKING SICK & PISSED. mcm stupid fuck betol lar. & when im pissed, i usually dont mean what i say. i mean there are the usual "fuck u, go & die lah cheebye, ur granma tis that etcetc.." but then.. theres also the.. "nvm, its ok.." which is far more serious than askin granma to die or whatever etc etc.

2008-07-11T19:34:00.002+08:00

watched the sunset.
ya allah.
why isit so beautiful??

the sky was all tinged with red & oranges..
(omg. i sound like im starting poetry or smtg..)

wtf..

somebody. nextime plsplspls ask me to watch the sunset wif u.
its the most beautiful thing existing..
i am almost obsessing..

omgomg...

the image,
its stuck on my mind..
i can sleep peaceful tonight.. ^^

i reallyx100 would love to watch it again...
like soon..
y la am i so emo.

p/s: school was fine. (: almost enjoyable. uhms. nothing special.
&..
i miss my PC so much. it sucks not being able to chat with my photo displayed or.. to post up with pictures on my blog..
just so weird.. )):

pp/s: in certain classes, i dont tink we'd be able to get along fine with some ppl. tak uat pape pun stare2. kimak.. cocok mate kau baru tau. sial nye pompans. irritating sak.

ppp/s: apparently, when i laugh, i snort. & snorting is not very common amongst tis girls (like speaking french to them, its unfamiliar practice).. so they imitate me & get a kick out of nothing. it fucking amazes me la siol. like ha ha ha.. *snort* that was soooo-oooo funny.

2008-07-10T23:41:00.003+08:00

hello! (:

gosh. i miss my pc so much.
but anyway.
just hafta be thankful laah.

(:

uhms.

jusnw at school we did..
WAXING!!

gaah~

its our first time doing waxing..
& therefore i, being the clumsy twat i am,
screwed up.
forgot to test temperature of wax on my hands..
forgot to test on partner (stephy my dumpling)
dripped wax all over plastic sheet (yes yes.. plastic sheets. so not the couch, thank god.)

gaaaah~
i screwed up alot..
& i am so thankful steph didnt freak out!
or i'd be traumatised & NEVER would enjoy the lesson ever again.

but from time to time..
u hear some classmates squealing with painn..

*flaps hands vaguely*

ahh~
its a normal occurence. *beams brightly*
dont mind them..

i really enjoyed myself!
YEAH TOTALLY.
doing waxing for ppl!
maybe i shd do it as full time job or smtg.
LOL.
i enjoy it MORE than i enjoy doing ppl facials.
ZOMG.
is tt even possible???!
(well, yes. apparently so.)

uhms, incase ur wondering where did we wax.

*taking up an airy tone..*
ahh~ we waxed the vaginas todayy..

YEAH TOTALLY.
did u really believe that? ahh.
i suppose not. -_-"
we did the legs today.
unfortunately for steph,
her legs still some got hair. some no hair.
ahh~

abit handicapped if u tink so.
so sorry.
i was a horrible therapist today.
a horrible therapist who enjoyed herself immensely..
^^

ahh~.
today was a pretty short day. ((:
totally fine by me.. honestly.
tmr.. all theories..
(myb can munch in class)

ahh~
needa do excuse letter.
hmmphhs.

today at school overheard some new gossip abt a classmate.
would love to spill the beans..
BUT UHH.
tsk.
just not tt kinda person.
x)

JK LAH.
alermak.
i'd tell u if u were a close company.
LOL!
mcm phm.

well yeah. pretty sensational news.
but whatever it is.

the important things is..
today was a great day..
& tmr.. will suck.
i have a feeling, that is.

ok. dah. BYE!

p/s: sponsor me a camera phone & i'll serve u fresh pictures every day.

pp/s: i miss my PC so much. ): wonder whats wrong..

NEWSFLASH:
I AM SELLING AWAY MY V.S HAIR CURLER & HAIR STRAIGHTENER.
$24 EACH; $44 if you take both.

(bloody hell cheap right? wtf, rarely used somemore, in absolute perfect working condition!)

so help me, by asking ur moms, sisters, anybody vain enough & wants a new hair curler/straightener(s). THANKS!

its all business aite.. u give money, u get product.. ^^ no money... (i am going to restrain myself from being nasty)

if you're interested please please please mail me k!
[theunplugged-@hotmail.com]

2008-07-09T23:03:00.004+08:00

GAAAAH~

pc having probs..
so borrowing sister's laptop..
^^

but its nt the sameeeeeeeee...

i love pcs & i dislike laptops.. (i noe, so crazyy..)

so today.
did nothing whole day.

O_O

headaches.....

till 4pm!
sleepingtime.

& uhh.
i noe u wun understand tis post..
(neither would i..)

but uhhh...
tmr..
got depilatory class
which is in short,
waxing la seyyyy (soon, we'll all be hairless)

& i need to speak to teacher smtg.
GAAAAHHH~

&&..
i have decided to go for smtg..

AND WTFH.
MY PREPAID IS LEFT $0.00
where did my $0.05 go???!!
WAHLAOWEIII.
siak betol.
now i cant receive ANYTHING.
nor send anything... ))):

isit too late to call in for roster??? HAIZ.

p/s: && i misssss kyn! ^^ *throws confetti & balloons*

2008-07-09T00:19:00.005+08:00

gaaaah~

im doing some kinda project. ((:
ahh.
nothing of school..
related to my hobby..

told sara bout it..
& i like it alott..

ahh well~

thanks sara for that SUPER $50 i need to pay back!

and uh,
schools' getting boring.

fuck.
tmr 8.30
gonna see that bloody teacher face again.
i only have problems wif her.
-___-"

gaaaaaaahhh~

oh btw,
just wanna share a train ride chronicle.

AND a random qn i've been trying to solve but still fails.
why don't singaporeans mind their own business?

i was just putting my bag & waterbottle (yes,i bring waterbottles. WHY??) on the floor & the whole cabin (u noe how silent it is..) will start staring at me bending down to put bag.. i can feel their stares piercing thru my back..

and then..
there was this woman..
i was standing infront of her (she's sitting)..
she alighted at kallang.
before she alighted,
she gave me the look that said "i know u want this seat" kinda haughty look (which can be punctuated with "bitch" if u like. up to ur liking, okay?)

then i was like giving the "what?!" defiant look at her.

TSK!
i DESPISE this kinda ppl.
u wanna alight, alight jela siol.
dont leave the nearest person standing to take ur seat feeling offended.
stupid fuck betol.

if alighting, dun look at anybody so as not to project any misunderstandings. ^^

NEWSFLASH:
I AM SELLING AWAY MY V.S HAIR CURLER & HAIR STRAIGHTENER.
$24 EACH; $44 if you take both.

(bloody hell cheap right? wtf, rarely used somemore, in absolute perfect working condition!)

so help me, by asking ur moms, sisters, anybody vain enough & wants a new hair curler/straightener(s). THANKS!

its all business aite.. u give money, u get product.. ^^ no money... (i am going to restrain myself from being nasty)

2008-07-07T23:56:00.007+08:00

i thot kyn looked so cute here.. ^^
O_O awwwww... so sweett...

only the first day and my temper is getting shorter.

):

mondays & tuesdays 9am-6bloodyPM.

wearing those bloody specs more out of habit than anything else..
feel naked without 'em. O_O
ahh. dont comment on this phrases 0kay.
or im gonna shoot u dead

anyways.
in the morning,
we got some nebo project thingy..
where we did facials & services for the elderly..
went very well!
((:

ahh. i was just a helper..
but it was sooo worth it cos we helpers were of use as well OKAY.
we did hand massages.. we helped the therapists.. etc2.. PLUS
we got free shirt! (bearing the nebo logo ofcos what the...)
i like the shirt alot.. ahh.. but its.. it bears that logo..
what if i wear it & somebody random thinks im a volunteer there?
=/ & asks for help or whatever these ppl do at awkward moments.
TSK.

so anyways...
the food/lunch (watever t'was called)
was... *gags*
TSK!
i noe its for elderly.
BUT WHY THE HELL SO TASTELESS?
ELDERLY NO TASTEBUDS AH????
wait till im elderly!!! I WILL STILL BE DRINKING 2 BOTTLES OF PEPSI I TELL U. (mcm phm)

mum is an elderly..
& she's still loving all that sweet stuff..
she wouldnt have enjoyed that nebo project, i can promise you that..
ahh~ her taste.. is hard to please.. but uhm. anyways.
whatever it is. thats over & done with.
it was TIRING.
& it's aired on TV jusnw 10pm. (i didnt catch it tho, teacher sms-ed us..)

so after nebo..
went to classes..
teachers not that bad..
classmates are fine (mostly anyway)..
feels a tad lonely without the others (we're now separated in certain classes due to choices of make up or body massage modules) ahh~

but yes.

after classes accompanied nila & leana to buy contact lens..
(gaaah~.)
& then kyn smsed that she finished her project & lets go teman her buy her shoes at FEP.
so i agreed. ^^

(i wouldnt be caught dead at town wearing school uniform, i'd die of shame & humiliation of being called a chef or a nurse & being stared at by the public in determining from which course do i come from.)

so yeah!
good for u kyn for tt shoe..
& uhh~

yups. (:

p/s: why do things have a slow effect on me.. why do they always burst out of me when im least expecting it.. why? but im just a proud person. . i really don't want anybody to sympathize. i hate it. i despise that feeling. . why is there even a confusion?? cant anything have a straight road at all? i just wish some things are straight forward. . i also wish i didnt have any feelings, like a stone. i am neither heartbroken nor in love. so what am i again?? hmms. just when things are going smoothly.. i dunno why i feel murderous when i see that. TSK.

pp/s: and i especially miss what is rightfully mine.. ): i miss what i relied on most that used to make me happy.. its making everything worse.. everything.. desire something so badly.

2008-07-06T21:56:00.006+08:00

OH FUCK. im so in trouble.. tmr school. i didnt save $50 for school book + tools. i am doomed for the rest of the term. how the fuck am i gonna ask mum for money. i am dead. so dead i wont see any daylight anymore.. WHY???!!!!! BODOH NYE LAH ASFA NEHH. *omgggggg*

camne!!!!
HELP MEEEE!!!!

and what the fucking hell okay.

I WANT A GODDAMNED CAMERA LAAAA SIALL BETOL.
*stress*

a member of the family is so mean. ):
she wun lend me her ipod & she said she would. )):
she has 2 okay, what the... *teardrops*
now im gonna have such silent train rides.
AND IM NOT THE SILENT KINDA PERSON. ):

ehk.
sch is exciting.
but $50 makes me wanna rewind back the time.
mcm fuck betol.

ACCOMPANIED KYN HAIRCUT
ZOMG.
LOVE IT.

but im sure tmr byk makciks kat skola dier tkkn phm the hairstyle.
BUT UMM, I UNDERSTAND.
i wanna cut too. not really lyk dat.
ahh~~

MONEY MONEY.
work work.. comes to mind.

BLOODY HELL TO EVERYTHING LAAA WTF.

tmr gg sch w kyn. ^^ must reach at 8.30 okay. WTFH.

goodluck for school tmr ITE KIDS! =D
i wish ya'll well..

p/s: i just wanna burst when i say this: to those who look down on ITE, go fuck urself good & hard & never wake up again. goodbye!

2008-07-06T15:55:00.004+08:00

ahhhhhh!~

GET SMART is excellent. =D
so funny!

anyways.
ytd luckily fiq nv get lost lor picking me up.

=p

(actually he was lost, die tak nak admit je..)

anyways.
wanted to watch at cathay cine first2..
budden.. uhms..
sold out sey. ):

so had to watch at lido.

*hides cramp expression*

ahh. lido not bad lahh.
so classic a theater..
*cramp face*

OKEH.

bought tix for 5.30pm show..
(oh, sorry, t'was 6.30pm show.. not 5.30)
we ate ate at ljs..
(hehs)

thx 4 d treat hor fiq.

so yups.
after that go home lor.
cos i had to pickup mom.

overall was a very nice day. ^^

once school start.
i got not much time..
ahh well~

nvm.

p/s: i love my dress no matter how pregnant it may look. =p BLOOEK UHH FIQ. thanks so much 4 calling me pregnant. was music to my ears man..

2008-07-05T00:10:00.021+08:00

ahhhh~ today ahhs?
was extremely fun. =D

in my opinion ofcourse.

first2..
met up wif kyn at round 12.45 (was late. wtf. yes, as always. so sorry.. 12+ isnt even the time im awake yet.. O_O)

then went to workplace.
(u noe what the occasion is)

&& then..
SPLURGE.

mom would kill me if she finds out
=D (i dunno what that smiley is for, cos its not a happy thot at all)

not really gonna elaborate 2 u what i bought,
will SHOW YA s0metime!

but anw, thanks fr such an awesome day kyn. ^^

HEEREN.
FEP.
BUGIS.
FEP BACK (tts where the last & final purhchase was. a dress.)

love the new orgasmic bag.
i have orgasms just by thinking/looking at it right NOW, beside me. ^^

mom would kill me if she found out.
i will be dead sooner or later,
but it'd be worth it.
SWEAR~

i miss sisters gathering. ):
i miss ms. manis.
& her coffee.

ahh.. shoes nextime..
i need a haircut. -__-" sighs. wtf.
i need a hair session. stupid me, didnt leave much for those. wtf.

CLASSICS BABEY.

2008-07-02T22:19:00.003+08:00

GUESS WHAT?

i listened to the alleycats just now. all from "andainya aku pergi dulu" till watever kekasih. -__-"

"please mr. postman" by the carpenters.

yes yes. after watching the vid, pls shoot me.
im going backwards. LOL. x)
its nice tho isn't it? pretty different from "now" kinda songs..
i love it, so sue me.

ahh.. now for stevie nick's "edge of seventeen"...

retro.

2008-07-01T23:30:00.002+08:00

disco night was absolutely cool!
yea i noe i said im nt coming but i went OKAY.

so i didnt wanna come..
in the morning when i woke up, (not morning lah wtf, t'was like 12.30pm)
there were like 7 missed calls and 6 smses.

missed calls from dear friend.
and 5 smses containing the SAME MSG.
and the extra 1 msg, is from dilah asking if i could meet her today
(we planned to, y'know.)

now. so the 5 smses basically said that:
-the disco night attendance is compulsory
-those who didnt attend will be punished.

ya allah.

i was like debating against myself

so what if i get punished?.. aiyah, what punishment... ): so lazy to go.,. but might be fun.. i dunno if theres anything retro enuf in my wardrobe.. oh, myb there is.. ahh shucks. what does retro look like anyway??

& then *click*
went my brain.

i need the computer.

haha! yes yes.
its so funny i rely on the comp so much. -__-"
so i googgled "retro fashion" for images.

out came this:

i was like.
wtf. so thats retro!
ok. i know, what kinda loser am i. -__-"
as long as its polkadots darling, ur retro.

just imagine if the word "retro" was a vulgar word..
u see some bitch in polkadots & go..
"u fucken retro!" or..
"ohmygod! didja see that?! that RETRO of a woman!" O_O
sssso cool.
(ahh. dun mind me, just random thots..)

SHUDDUP YOU RETRO. *raises eyebrows*

so anyway.
i called stephy my dumpling
met her at buangkok.
YES WTF.

and when at farrer park,
the chinese version on the speaker went
"pala pun yehh"
it sounded disturbingly like that.
SWEAR~

go board a NEL train today.
HAHAHAHAHAHAH~

& oh boy!!
stephy was GORGEOUSS. ^^

i felt like a frump.
(just a dress & borrowed asra's adorable turqoise cardigan just to cover up incase y'know.... i get raped in the broad daylight)

so yups.
then that stupid buangkok of a place doesn't have any halal foodplaces lah KNNCCB.
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOPELESS CASE CAN???

i was STARVING by the time. -__-"

sooooo pissed at the place ok. stupid buangkok (another choice of vulgar word hehehe)

SHUDDUP U BUANGKOK.

so anyway.
met the other 2 (nila & sheena)
at cityhall.
and there was mirah too.
she's a dancer.. i thot she's sposed to b early?
truth is... she's late.

im supposed to be 1 of the dancers too..
but yeah. i backed out. (cos it just seemed too troublesome)
-___-"

then we journeyed all the way to pasir ris..

ohmyballs...
so fucking hungry..
when reached,
we quickly went to (dunno what) mall
& rushed to kfc..
iira & mirah went off first
(cos they're dancers. can u imagine hw grumpy i'd be if i were a dancer??)

ahhhhh...
zinger & cheesefries.
so heavenly....

*dreams*

after eating..
went to the chalet lor.
took cab..
lawl.

ahhh. so thats how a chalet looks like.
HEH HEH~

so cool.
some were overnighting.

the woman would flip if i said i overnight.
she'd think i'm a prostitute sleeping at geylang & has an uneartly hour client.
(dear woman, if i were that word, i'd have been rolling with money okay, not struggling just to top up $5 for my ezlink)
-___-"
(besides, does anyone actually have sex beyond 1am? ahh. dun mind me. jus a random thot)

ANYWAYS.
enough about prostitutes, sex and such.

we lounged around the chalet..
(a nice quiet one..)

all girls. cos im in beauty therapy..

all looked so fresh & pretty. ^^ (do i sound like a pervert? =/ )

so yeah. then the others had to make up dance steps.
izzy supposed to come but he had something on i think..
hmm.
so we made up ourselves.
i wasnt in it.. tho i still danced. hehs~
i took pichurs. (ahem* photographer youuuu)

so they practiced & practised..
it was so nice 2 c my lovely classmates again..
^^
the song was retro though..
so t'was hard..

they finally decided on moulin rouge's donno wat song.
but i think its the soundtrack.

ahh. sexy man!
^^

there were lotsa karaokes..
dancing before nighttime.
not yet real performance yets.
but it was all so enjoyable.

aku rase aku dance lebih byk dpd mkn la seyys.
-__-"
so when went home, mcm lapar pun ader.
but takper takper.. diet..

anyway.
the real thing started at bout 8.30pm.
first the dance performance..
(clicking away madly with the camera phones & digicams)
and then cutting of june & july bday girls cake.. (i was too full at tt moment, i couldnt stuff in anything else)

and then awards of who looked most retro.. & im so proud to say that sheena won first prize!!! yippeeee! ((:

& then we continued disco-ing.. LOL.
so fun.
untuk sesape yg tak have fun tu kan.
aku benar2 kesiankan lah.
mcm sedih gitu.. pdhl event die sgt2 lah syiOk..
aku tak terangkat sey.

banyak yg tak join in.
cume kite2 je yg dancefloor.
yang lain tengokkan kite..
pastu muke cramp.. mcm nk ckp kite mepek gitu la kan.

da tak tau buat bende happy sudahlah..
tkya nk muke cmtu per.
keemak.

but anyway.
sape kesahlah kan?
janji kite sume bergembira dari hati ke hatiiiiii

so
i moved ooff from the place at bout 10pm..
reach home..
the woman said

"party kau lmbt eh abis? bagos betol cikgu kau.."
wahlao.. she tk believe aku siak.

die nak party yg balek siang,
zaman primary school aje lah.
wahlaowei. & tis is chalet, at pasir ris.. dah pergi jauh2 beh nak balik siang wadpe siaaaaak. da bagos aku tk overnite!!! eeeee geramnyeeeee!!

PKM betol

die recently asik nak carik psl ngn aku jek.
aku bingit arhh.
-___-"
dunno what the fuck is her problem siak.

p/s: too bad if some were narrow-minded & bitter ppl. -_-" stupid bitch.

pp/s: still awaiting those amazing pictures we took. =D

ppp/s: i wanna be a mermaid. book im reading: "Sleeping with the fishes" by Mary Janice Davidson. (:

2008-06-30T23:54:00.074+08:00

that stupid cup of hot chocolate kyn concocted from 7-11. TSK. so tawar ok kyn. pakai machine pun susah ke? =P

we had about a d0zen of big gulps today.. LAWL. t'was just sooo addicting.

i l0veeeee that tuna puff from 7-11.. I LOVE TUNA. =D

ran out of creative ideas.. (cmne nak jadi model...)

l0ve cheekeen cho muchh.
siape nie asik call call.. oh.. fiq. HAHAHAHA.. tklah! JK YEAH. =P

uhm. duyung??? true to the name maaah. alermakz u all.

i lo0k like michael jackson's little sister or something. -___-"

wearing the other blind girl's shades.. i tink i lo0k like a lalat..

cheywah member muke cramp seyy.

here comes the blind girl.. =P

the blind patients..

mcm cute kan!!!
ya allah. my shades.. da mcm orang buta pakai seys. isn't mine. i SWEAR.

ahhh! my face! O_O damn stim lah.
yes. those shoes nearly killed me. so vain right.. mati2 tnk pakai slipper. wtf. stupid asfa.

we dunno where were we... seriously.

oooh. i l0ve tis pichaaa =D somehows. damn artistic laaaaa.. aku buat deviantart baru tau ehh.. HAHAHAHAH... mcm phm la.

-imagines caption- "serious kyn? thats disgusting.."

i am ET. LOLLLLLLLL

=D thats me with kyn's roti john cheese.. so adorable right... i mean the roti john cheese. HAHAHA. MCM PHM.
oOps. sorry ah. baru nk set auto time.. but.. forgot to do it..
AHH. ADVERTISEMENT. the roti john cheese.. contact me for more information!
uhm. eating roti john cheese outside of the harbourfront mrt stn like criminals in hiding..
while waiting nasi ayam penyets l0ading..
while waiting for our nasi ayam penyettzz. uhm. candid lah obviously, u wont c me purp0sely making my mouth like that at the camera right.

took me about 10 and a half years to upload all these pics up 0kays.
^^

so today!?
it was awesome.
=D

first2.. met up at 1.45 lidats.. (uhmm. *guilty face*)
at the pasar there..
then we went to infront of my bl0ck..
ordered the nasi ayam penyets.. =D

while waiting, we took pictures. =D
as usual.
uhm. and then..
rushed to the okaki kopishop beside sheng siong,
and ordered 2 sets of that OHMYBALLS awesome roti john cheese..
1 set each.

and then, rushed to (bcos kyn forgot to bring) waterbottles!
i brought mine though.
=D

and now, lemme tell u this..
i forgot to bring extra underwear okay..
so u noe what happened?
had to wear them back lah bodo.
-___-"
stress okay.

HAIZ.
WHYLAH SO STUPID.
and then. both of us forgot bring plastic bags too..
but i had my nasi lemak plastic bag.. so i used that.
had to ask ppl for kyn's plastic bag. (i asked btw..)

so yeahs.
after waterbottles..
took 143 to harbourfront.

in the bus,
got some PKM nye tanglin sec babies (bukan bangsa kite).
masih underaged. not even 16 yet lah ya allah..

since kyn & me hungry,
we ate our OHMYBALLS extremely good roti john cheeses.
and you know what one girl tanglin infant said?

"no eating no drinking"

die nak kene kan kite lah tu..

abeh kyn da rase guilty. alamak.
weak ah member.
aku ape kesah eh.. nak makan, makan aje. -__-"
so i continued eating..

then the stupid fuck said again
"NO EATING NO DRINKING, FINE $500"

bapak die gile ah.

fucking irritating lah okay.
if i retorted.. later she got something to say mah.
so if i continued eating, die sakit hati sendiri kan? =D

only twice the stupid fuck commented..
orang tak kacau die, die nak kacau orang.. alermak..
skali aku rogol kang, tak terkacau lagi..

so i stopped eating when there's left only 2 cheeses in my plastic.
we alighted at harbourfront, and ate at the station..
infront of the lift.
facing the road.. (so everyone in the bus driving past can see us clearly.)
BUT SO WHAT RIGHT?
not like we're committing any crimes. -__-"
just harmless eating..
y'know...

and then while eating, we auto-timed the sony ericsson kyn's little brother SO VERY KINDLY lent us.. *a surge of gratitude*

(not very like little brothers at all isn't it? usually
those kids are twats & prefer to be irritating
rather than kindly)

so yeah. after taking pictures & after eating,
we journeyed on to vivocity..
to board the monorail =D

we didnt know what we're supposed to do,
but i had a pretty good idea becos i went once wif sara..

so we bought our $3 tickets at the very last storey of vivo.
kyn gagap la seyys..
i forgot what she said.. but it was hell funny mann..

budak2 yg keje sentosa sume mcm good-looking gitu..
so kyn & me were like oggling at them.

-___-"

why is asfa like that.

in the monorail..
we very the jakun lah.
when ppl all looking outside the window,
kyn & me quickly snapped shots of ourselves..
HEH HEH~

if not we very shy youuu..

& then. our main beach we wanted to go to was,
the palawan beach 0kay, kawan-kawan??

but since kite kan mcm first-timers..
we dunno where to go...

kyn: nak naik tram?
asf: tram die free eh?
kyn: a'ah lah!
asf: u sure ah?
kyn: abeh??? cpt lah! *pulls me running towards said tram*

ya allah. why lah asfa like that...

SO NOW I KNOW TRAMS ARE FREE.
O_O
shuddup you.

in the tram..
since i wearing skirt,
and the sun was shining brightly,
my ass got momentarily burnt.
I.WAS.SUFFERING.

but nvm.
got that goodlooking person to oggle at.
HAHAHAHAHAHA
mcm phm.
shh.

i was sitting at the side where got sun..
alamaaaaaaakkkkkk... *tries to shake off memory*
painful, i tell you.

OH YES.
we wanted to go palawan beach,
we bodo, we took the tram towards siloso beach.
not knowing that palawan beach is at the other side..
so we walked around like lost souls at siloso..

asf: mane seyy palawan..
kyn: entah.. kite try jalan sini ahh..
asf: jauh seyyyy palawan...
kyn: .....
asf: ahhhh.. panas seyyyy...
kyn: .....

some more my shoes were killing me.
i dont have pretty slippers.
nextime i will be more practical & just wear watever roti prata slippers i have. hmpfs.

since we couldnt find palawan,
we changed at the siloso toilet.
to shirt & shorts.

everybody else were wearing bikinis, i assure u.
i guess sentosa isnt my kinda place..
=/
they kept looking at us with a kind of expression which says:

"deni ape eyy.. pakai tutup2.."

urgh.
but kebanyakan, krg2 tau lah.
bukan bang(fang)sa(fa) ki(fi)ter(fer). (hahahahah)

so nasib kami lahhs.
time da lost dekat siloso tu,
naik tram balik.

dlm tram pulak,
ader bikini beb ni,
pakai denim hotpants,
sunhat turqoise (aku suke sunhat die!! i want!!) & shades..
time kite naik, stare2 org semcm sakkk.
wtfh.
rogol kang harrr.
scared nanti..

pastu da stop, kite merayau-rayau dekat2 ngn ticketing nye tmpt,
beh i suddenly rmbrd,
sara dulu jln the other way,
so we tried there la.
AND ITS TRUE LAH SEYYS.

NASIB BAIK AKU TERINGAT.

so there we were,
palawan beach.

the problem was,
finding a place to call our spot.
so we had to merayau-rayau lagiiii...

we crossed the bridge (oh, y'know, that bridge)
and then settled ourselves on a spot,
and since were very hungry,
ate our nasi ayam penyets.
ahh. so delicious.
but i thot the sambal was a little different..

SO ANYWAY.
after that,
cam-hoed again.. =D

kyn look at clouds; emo.
kyn look at sand; emo.
kyn look at water; emo.
everything she look at emo,
apa daaaa.

so then we berendam mcm badak in the sea water.
b4 i went off mum alrd said
"kau jgn mandi eh cha eh!"

TSK.wats the point of gg to the beach if not berendam! -__-"
so i retorted
"*whines* nak mandi! mak doakan je k! bye!"
& then quickly closed the door & rushed away.
LOLLLLLL..

we berendam for like what? 2-3hrs?
OHMYGOD.
thats my first time being in the sun,
bare OKAY.
& yup, there were skin reactions la kawan-kawan..

as i've told u before,
im not chums with the sun..
i scuttle to shady areas
& basically just avoid it.
so yup.
i turned red so fast within those hours..
):

but the water was sooooooo lovely.. ^^

6pm+

we got out..
(kyn wanted to get out. me, for the first time, wanted to stay for as long as i could wtf)

what was stopping kyn was,
she was thirsty.
TSK.spoil uh. =p

so we mandi-ed in the toilet..
when i was showering oso she cn say cute.. (ya allah...)
she need glasses of a 1000degrees.

then went 7-11.. =D
i bought my favourite tuna puffssss (yays!)
& we planned to eat my nasi lemak i brought from home..
couldnt find anywhere..
so kyn suggested we go vivo.
(i as usual, wanna go town. but i have a sneaky suspicion she's sick of it.)
so went vivo..

& again, oggled at the goodlooking person there...

-why laaaa asfa like that-

& then we ate at the rooftop =D
so the romantic laaa.
i gave her all of the nasi lemak.
i finished my puffs.

& then went window shopping..
kyn & me are planning to shop.
insya'allah..
*wide toothy smile*

& its soooo exciting a thought..

we went to topshop, river island, forever 21, pull & bear, mcm2 lah kan ader pat vivo tu.

& we decided on things we wanna get.
(not telling you. surprise.. for ourselves)

after that,
went 7-11.
got thirsty again.
tried the hot chocolate..
but OHMYGAWD.

kyn can even struggle with a machine..
(lainlah to make the hot chocolate manually, aku paham)
YAGAGAGAGAGAGA..

so it was so tawar..
HAIZ.
*speechless*

& so after that we headed home, bout 9.30pm via train.
we thot of going to kent ridge park to explore..
but it was already late..
later that woman will scream at me..
(aku balik sblom 12 pun die bising2.. SHEESH~ tk phm betol la..)

so yups..
it was soooo very tiring.. (:

BUT FUN.

never underestimate fun between 2 ppl.
(lain mcm eh, TSK. not that fun! this fun!)
doesnt mean u can have fun at the beach only in groups yea! ((:

p/s: for the moment i feel so damn minah, i wanna blog in malay. BLOOEK. sorry for any inconvenience caused. +D

pp/s: thanks for reading. if you did, at all. =D

2008-06-30T11:57:00.000+08:00

Hello!

going sentosa wip norashikin bte ibrahim today!

yes. just with her.
isn't it romantic??

what what what??
got problem isit?

i am so excited im gonna eat alot.
=D
buy alot of food.
& then die becos of overstuffing self.

i am so excited, that i havent even bathed yet.,
and that there's a possibility that i am very late.

i am very excited that kyn might be pissed..
bcos of my lateness.

what shoud i wear?
a skirt y'think?

yeah.
skirt.. & myb t shirt.

hmms.
ACCHHH..

can get sunburns.
thats sooooooo exciting.. *rolls eyes*
uHms..

hope my hp battery is full by the time..
i actually put an alarm to wake up myself to charge the phone..
but my hearing senses went totally deaf when im asleep..
so i slept thru the alarm..

and so here i am, rushing everything.

so uhms.
u think i should go now?
=/

sigh*..

i wish i could bring the net with me...
*pulls computer towards self*

I GOTTA LET GO.
GETTING LATE.
BYE!

p/s: meeting kyn at 1.30pm.
i am dead.

2008-06-28T23:56:00.004+08:00

ahhh! watched "wanted" today with sisters!!
went out as early as 9.30am met at westmall..

the movie,
is FUCKING AWESOME!!!
i just wanna die watching it!!

the cars, the tattoo on angie's wrist! CHECK THAT PICHUR OUT!!
the weapons!!!
ARGHHh!!!!

-faints-

and and and.. ontop of that...
the soundtracks all sound so fucking cool,
i wanted to die a second time!!

*starts fanning self vigorously*

and and..
THE WHOLE MOVIE JUST KILLS ME.
^^

*starts drinking cold water to cool self down*

Angelina Jolie is so spankingly cool,
i might just turn lesbian lah wtfh. LAWWLL.

oh & apparently, this movie is based on a book
titled "The Asassins" by Bernard something.
IM SO GONNA HUNT FOR IT KAYS.

u better watch it!
i dont mind watching it even if i turn spastic. ^^

oh & did u ppl realize?
the weather?
sigh*

i just feel lyk melting.
BUT,
u dunno what sara commented when she went to middle east (forgot which part, will update later k?)
she said it was so sweltering hot.. even hotter than here..
like in a furnace..

ZOMG.
& here i am, dying at this temperature i call heat.
people lyk me wont be able to survive there i tell you,
(they'll just turn into wax)
so just stay in ur air conned rooms kay?
(& stop tinking theres tings u can do out there. LOL)

anyways.
since im on the subject of movies,
what movies i wanna watch next?
"Get Smart"*.. "The Strangers"
"penelope" "the incredible hulk"
"Hellboy 2: the golden army" *"the mummy 3: tomb of the dragon emperor"*
umm. if theres more, im sure i'd put it on my blog right?

i mean, if its a chance ppl would..
y'know.. take notice of..
y'know.. what i actually wanna watch ^^ *blush deeply*

sighhh sighhh sighhhh~

well so anw,
aft the movie,
lepaked at sister's house..
^^
then went to keming pri, got some kinda family day..
wasted half my lifetime in that stupid seminar.
in which i learnt NOTHING at all.
bcos i have a short attention span of about 2 seconds.
& was so fidgety & restless that i actually got brighter & brighter till i felt like shooting out of that stupid room like a rocket from my seat.

i dont get sleepy. ):
sad ting huhs.

TSK~

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~

but damn!
i ate alot today.
O_O
(serious.. serious.. tsk, stressed ok)

first,
ep0k2..
3 sausages.. 6 chicken nuggets..
nasi & lauk ayam masak merah..
butter biscuits..
chicken burger wif cheese & mayo..
ahh. so much greasy stuff.
but i felt happier than i ever did. ^^

we must must must start exercising. )):

stress uhh i.

u noe,
school's starting soon.
(dunno whth im lookin forward or not, despite that post the other day with alot of swear words)
and then theres that bbq/disco night of a retro theme on 1st july..
& i dunno wthr im going cos i dun have any retro themed thingies to go in..
& also im so lazy to think about. BUT IT SOUNDS ATTRACTIVE. ):

Ok dah.
end of my thoughts!
not that ur interested, but then again,
y r u here in the first place, reading, right? =DD

MEPEK LAH ASFA. bye!!

p/s: i have updated my wishlist. ^^ get it for me, or die.

2008-06-26T15:44:00.005+08:00

fiq's spectacles... are the sex. =O i noe i noe.. nice right.. mcm biase jgk bersama asfa.. LAWL.
the colors in the original picha is very rich.. so i tink the edited one is beyond awesome.. ehk. its fiq's camera anw. sighs~
fiq & meh! tsk! i hate takin pichas on my left profile. )): i always manage to look like a cow.
ahh! the loveliest picha! =D

so tuesday went out wif kyn & taufiq.
it was very fun!
^^
& entertaining.

lol.

& fiq! stop sayin ur ugly lah u! wahlaoweii.
tsk! so disturbing lah that word ok!

uhhmmsss...

and then on wednesday (yesterday), work was fine.
i thot it'd be horrible.
becos the new management system really sucks.
):

must count here & there..
i mean, can u imagine..
fork knife spoon all must count!
WHAT IS THE WHOLE POINT!?

i don't see ANY REASON to count those cutleries..
AT ALLL.

& then got this 2 gemoks couple,
i have a feeling (intuition, instinct) that they were mengumpat-ing bout me
WTF OK.

kept looking over at me lah nabeii
& snickering smre wtf!.
-___-"
dah lah fat! ))):
*breaks down and cries*

y laaaa... am i so ugly ppl wanna tawk bout me. TSK!
so disturbing ok!!

so anyway.
mum has been in the anti-asfa movement for afew days now.
dunno what is her problem.
but she has issues. -__-"

& then ytd at 2am+ i tink..
kyn called me..
but she called wrong phone..
she called the housephone..
& then mum flipped...
smre fiq was on the line (my hp tho) smre..
& he heard mum screaming.
TSK.

so embarassing 0kay.
but nvm..

sigh*
-___-"

& then ytd wat i was doin so late was..
kyn invited me to chat with her friends..
& it was. LOL *snorts*
some kind of like a "club" y'know.
everybody HAD to listen to ria misteri jam 12.. while chatting.
HAHAX.
so fun laa.
& their convo was so funny..

thx ah kyn! ^^

SARA IS BACK FROM THE MIDDLE EAST! YIPPEE.
HOPIN TO SEE PICHURS..
MYB I'LL SHARE 'EM INSTEAD. HUH? WATCHU TINK?
since i got no pichurs to share. *bitter*

AHH! later meeting adilah!
smtg to look forward to. (:

p/s: we thot anson the kitty was missing... padahal he in the store rm lahhh.. alamak. i nearly wanted to bawl over crying tau. -_-" was about to report strength to sara when i had the mind to check the storerm. LOLS. tsk! troublesome kitty.

pp/s: so sorry if there isnt much entertaining stories anmre.. ): no mood lah since no pichurs.. HAHAKZ. tak habis2 ehk!

2008-06-26T15:41:00.002+08:00

Happy 17th burthday NUR ADILAH BTE SHAMSUDIN! =D
thx for being an absolutely entertaining friend!
keep on uhmm.. dancing (y'kn0w.. our jumpstyle).. x)

lets have cheeseburgers again ok! (:
c u later!

LOL!

2008-06-22T20:08:00.053+08:00

i l0ve tis picha. =D

and tis one!! zomggg

at some secluded carpark.. eating our KFCs.. =DD yummieee.. too bad kyn couldnt have her bandito cos the tortilla finished.. LAWL.

orr horrrrr... TELL SHIKIN'S MOM! *wide eyed*
zomg. i lo0ked drunk. TSK.
u never saw antg at all.
rabbitts.

nie mepek giler babs. but i cant rmbr what.

tis one kyn say we look like sisters. i just agreed.

my soouuuullllllll.... bein sucked away. -___-" lame la asfa.
i lo0k so top-heavy

omg! my cheeks!!! WHYYY!!??

thanks kyn for yesterday! =D
it was AWESOME.

we were looking for ATMs tt can actually dispense cash.
but no, so from wisma all walk to FEP
& the DBS atm there cant dispense cash.
(dunno what the hell is gg on)

so behind us were tis mat rep or ah beng entahlah.
all the same lah kans.
(my life is not gonna be safe from today onwards due to tis tiny comment)

so i, being a good girl doing the whole wide world a favor,
decided to tell the guy behind us.
& he looked straight on with that blank look all ah bengs/reps have about them.

TSK.
so irritating ok!!
AKU CKP TKDE, TKDE LAHH.
alermaaaaaak.

stress doookkkkk STRESS.

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
asra gave tis as um. sharing.. of bday pressent. *uhmm*
Thanks tho. =D sorry. lazy to brighten pic.

FUCKING GOOD. tsk!

clearly tis isn't working ms manis. -___-" biggify it? pls do.

ASRA'S BDAY WAS A SUCCESS.
we overnighted there at sis's place.. (((:
that sexay woman in grey loungewear.
x)))

we had rojaks, that nutella creamery ice cream.
fucking good i tell u.
& those blueberry cheesecake tarts. =D
favourite i!
we also had tea & coffee.. =D the latter is a MUST have on my every visit.
UHM.

p/s: dear darling readers. from today on, i may have very little pics to share w ya'll. so im sorry bout that. ): get me a camera.

pp/s: thanks asra for lending me ur fone! very sweet of u (:

ppp/s: and my whole life will be in complete silence except for radio. HAHAHA.. jk. the computer have. BUT STILL WTF. YES i am VERY BITTER ABT EVYTING & cant seem to get over myself! MY BABY! IS GONEEEEEEE... )))):

2008-06-20T19:40:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BDAY TO 3RD SISTER; ASRA ((:

WILL LOAD UP MORE LATTA YAWLLS.

typical singaporeans

2008-06-18T22:12:00.025+08:00

tis one looks sooo sweet. ^^

LOVE TIS SHOT. shall call it "time" BECOS, of the mon, tue & thu thang.. tsk! IM NO ARTISTICALLY CHALLENED FELLER OKAY. tsk. 0k. i admit lar wahlao, t'was accident of a shot. -___-" HAPPY?
dunno wat was i doing.. *shamefaced*

i told u that stupid make up makes me look tan. -_-" now,,, lookie here,, w/o that stupid make up i bought my life with, my real color is zat up there 0kay. im not dark.. ): *sobs hysterically*

anyway,
today accompanied kyn last minute..
go IMM. cos she was soo frikken bored..
-_-"

on the phone she sounded panicky & rushing,
so i just agreed to go becos she sounded panicky & rushing.
so we met up.

& it was nice!
=D
kyn is soooo funny. i cant tell u how she made me laugh 0kay.
anyway.
i love her class t-shirt. ):
it has "kyno" on it.

i want one too.
with MY name on.
its sooo nice, the logo.. the colour.. (and its dry-fit material ok wtf, so comfy!)

oh yeah! simply gotta tel ya this.
yesterday,
while we at cineleisure's famous amos there,
queuing,
i had ordered my 6pc brownie set & have gotten it.
so i stood by.
behind kyn,
was this chinese couple.
i never looked at her becos why should i right?

outta the corner of my eyes,
i saw her looking me up & down,
(she was speaking mandarin w the bf b4 that.)
& then after staring me up down left right centre,
she said "typical singaporean" & smirked.

WHADDAFUCK.

i dunno whether she was referring to me or not,
but it still affected me bcos she said it right after staring me.
why would she stare me & then said that fiona xie was a typical singaporean right?
(almost like me asking you "have u eaten?" & then u saying back "my rabbit is dying") TOTALLY NO LINK ONE LOR.
TSK.

must've been me.
what the.... *froths at mouth*

AM I REALLY THAT TYPICAL???!!
DONT U DARE ANSWER THAT QUESTION.
what did i do to her to deserve such a comment.
(then she? so unique & stand-out-from-the-crowd mehhs? relek sua!)

))):

nevermind bitch,
mind your karma.
hmpppffs.
i hope one day ur naked photo will be circulated around the net.
(in which i'll print it out & buy lotsa stamps & mail it all over the world, serves u right. hmppffs)

in which i dont tink i can manage at all bcos im very bad at recognizing faces & remembering names.
(luckily my name is so short, im stuck wif it. no need to rmbr other nicknames.)

TSK.
so disturbing ok!

i also wanna share with u that,
this morning,
i don't know what i was dreaming about..
i was laughing & smiling in the dream,
somehow i woke up (still smiling widely like an idiot.)
and facing mum's face.
she was looking at me like as if i was posessed or something
[kinda worried].

i was really 3/4 asleep.
so i sorta assured her im fine by turning the other way & snoring again
[yes. i snore. so don't marry me].

TSK.

y do i have to humiliate myself even when im sleeping.
-______-"
arent my train ride chronicles enough?

so anyway.
tomorrow,
dilah asked me out with syak.
i dont think so. =/
my money's all finished.
and i gotta lotsa books to read. ^^
so im kinda fine.. the only ting im lacking is..
lovely food, snacks & drinks. ):

till school reopen. im gonna recuperate at home.
& try to stay home. ^^

we'll see.

guess thats all. will add more if i rembr.
BYE!

p/s: can somebody please be caring enough & bring me go buy some BK )): i am such a pitiful poor girl now. AND hungry. i promise it'll be student price :D

2008-06-17T23:56:00.025+08:00

we took totally meaningless pictures today.
i don't know why.

its either we were tryin to be artistic..
or... we are just handicapped. (artistically challenged ppl)

so i'll just put up all these crap.
for memories.
umm.
yes yes.
i noe. so useless. -__-"

if i were to sign up for deviantart & posted up these kinda pix,
my account would barely last for 2hours.
& then they'd cancel it.
saying i should post up in photobucket instead.

well anyway.
i noela i kip wearing nothing but black lyk sumbody died & im in mourning or sumfin.
wtf.

i so need colours in my life now.
T_T

i had fun today.
that youthpark tingayy.
was 0kay i suppose..
got goodie bag!
(& u noe how cheapo i am. ^^)

will update more tmr! HAHA.
sorry.
busy youtubing lar.

p/s: how come madonna still looks good lah wtf. she's a granma's age.

2008-06-17T12:55:00.003+08:00

re: some friendster dudes/babes.

-tsk. i like the polite ones. some just have no manners or scare me shitless. u can c how the way they r just by lookin at their comments.

-some give u the cold shoulder aftr u commented politely. wad the... *froths at mouth*

well. anyway.
going out w kyn today!

when im back,
will talk bout..
probably lotsa tings.,. =D
(i've marked down in my sidekick of a diary wat im sposed to tell u bout)
BUT.
hopefully i remember the rest k!

ALRITEHH.
off i go now!

lotsa love!

im feelin down. ): not bittersweet nimore.

2008-06-15T22:34:00.009+08:00

sweeeeetttsss!!! =DDD ALL MINE. plus chewing gummmmmm YAY!
seee the prettaye embroidery =D

LOVE TIS TOP!!! THANKS TO MY LOVELY 3 WITCHES LARR.

You Are Wolverine

Small but fierce, you're a great fighter.

Watch out! You are often you're own greatest enemy.

Powers: Adamantium claws, keen senses, the ability to heal quickly

Which of the X-Men Are You?

"i'm often my own greatest enemy"??

had dinner with sisters & niece & nephews (yes, yes i am an aunty. so get over urself).
went to eat the nasi ayam penyet at infront of my blk.
i tell u lar,
its fucking good 0kay. ((:
LOVEITTTTTTT.... thanks ya'll!

eventho i've eaten; it was sooooooooo delicious.
love the sambal so much.

ok. i told u im very passionate about food right?
(somewhere there in the archives.. ho humm)

sara is very disturbed by an email she received.
i hope that stupid motherfucker cheebye of a kanina china woman holding that tiny kitten & *grinding* it is fucked up in hell.
i wish the kitten died. so it didnt have to suffer anymore from any cruelty. ):

i cant believe anybody could be so cruel!
by winning the trust & then breaking the trust in the next moment.
fuckjdfuiwdojiehg cheebye noe!

p/s: and can u believe it??? stephy my dumpling smsed me say tmr thrs NO SCHOOL AT ALL. so don come. WTFFF LAR. haiya. so boring. -_-"

pp/s: im s0rry i hurt u.. but if remained untold, u'd be hurt even more.. ): i think i was doing a kindness by being blunt & blatantly honest. ): im sorry.. really, i am.

Im feelin bitter sweet

2008-06-15T17:49:00.034+08:00

i reli2 LOOOVEEEE tis pic of stephy my dumpling. =D watchu tink? cute right wtf! i told her i'll print tis out & look at it everytime im gonna sleep. haha! YAY!
tis is mimi.. dunno the real name.

i considered cropping my face out cos check that smile -- (u may crop out my face & use it for voodoo, JK 0K. PLS DUN. O_O *horrorstruck*)
wah. love my hair here. & love kyn here.
pouuuutttttt...
love mccafe the double chocc. (:
failed pic.

tis one looks sweet. watchu tink?

do i look hairless & like a chemotherapy patient?

in milenia walk the BK the toilet.

somehow i loook like my mum here. =/ watchu tink? isit jus me?

SOOO CUTE. my fayvereeet.
my ferst fay ver rett.

yesterday was fun. (:

thanks kyn for asking me out!
its been so long..

sorry there's no group pix of kyn, has, wani, & both her friends.. =/

kyn's gotta new fone.
& its super slim.
no wonder she say my hp heavy LAH OK??
but its n0kia.. hurrhurr.. *no comments*
BUT NICE! REALLY =D

anyways.
we had funnnnnnn ytd.
(:

i kinda forgot wat happened.
hmm.
but rest assured its fun.

anyway.
my sis -- when r they coming home?
*waiting in anticipation*

i missed them so.
haiz.

i am craving that nasi ayam penyet from infront of my blok..
((:
BUT. i will wait for money to come miraculously to me.
*looks up at sky expecting coins to drop down*

ANYWAY.,
days r beginning to be short huh?
watchu think?

THIS POST IS SO RANDOM I TINK IM JUS GONNA CRY.

hmm. tmr theres some sch.
MAYYYBBEEE am coming.. ^^
IT'LL BE SUCH FUN!
MISS SCH.
& its a chance to meet dear friends too...

YOU KNOW WHAT WTFFF.
ytd right..
in the train (after they sent me to mrt stn, so sweet kan!)
got 1 indian man, he stood afew steps away from me.
i suddenly look his way..
skali lah kan...

he finds tt looking at me is so inspiring,
he dug his nose.
& the more i lo0k disgusted, the deeper he dug lah wtf.

lemme tell u tis,
it wasnt even in the last cabin ok.
last cabs' usually filled to the brim with these kinda sickos.
but now i realize,
the heavens will test me wherever i am.
& entertain me with this kinda.................
......comedy..... (??) (dunno wat to categorize them under)

I WILL BE READY!
*tries to look like xena the warrior princess*
i will withstand & tolerate this kinda things!
NO MATTER WAT.

~what hpnd to the lady i sat on previous post?
-she yelped "eh!" & i said sorry profusely. bt she still gave me the evil eye. LIKE I SO WANTED TO SIT ON HER LAP LIDAT LARR. tsk! ppl these days arr...

p/s: ur such a handful ): im suffocating. im confused. ): ur too emotional & im not. i dun understand, i never would.

pp/s: i noe im not a serious friendster-ian.. hmm.. but kan.. d ppl hu add me.. mcm.. alotta matreps.. =X myb i should not jual mhl & add some girls to make friends! but im jus so lazy.. =/ HAIZ.

gdbye honey-filled ppl! =D

an okay day.

2008-06-14T00:15:00.003+08:00

Hello!
today school was okay...
hmm.

smtg worrying happened.
but nvm that.

i miss my sisters alrd.. ):
its so diff. w/o them around.
HAIZ.
so... quiet.. -___-"

jz me & mum.
hope they arrive & will come back safely.
from m'sia. LOLS.

after come bk from sch..
went to dilah's house..
she invited me..
hmm..

t'was fun.
will load up smre pix up soon yeaa.

i feel like hving another shoot.
Hmms.
got some ideas ald. =D

yay!

sumfin ta do...
sumfin ta do...

whoots~

jznw in the train --
i approached an empty seat (or i thot was an empty seat),
skali i sat on the lady sia.
wtf.

WHY LAAA THESE THINGS HAPPEN TO ME.

-___-"

TSK.

and dats all.
BYE!

HATE SCH HOLS. IF U LOVE IT, U SHOULDNT.

2008-06-12T20:08:00.005+08:00

i fucking hate holidays so bloody much.

and ontop of bloody that,
i bloody forgot to bloody call in to submit by freaking bloody roster.
and so,
im bloody jobless next bloody week as bloody well.

i feel so bloody suffocated when im not bloody schooling.
i fucking bloody miss ite college east so fucking bloody much.
i miss my daily dose of that LOVELY nasi ayam thousand island.
i miss eating my fish fillet & 4 nuggets with that LOVELY sambal.
i miss gossiping abt that arrogant makcik.
i miss going to classes.
i miss my friends.
i miss going to co-op shop.
i miss the jokes while waiting for the elevator.
i miss giving someone a facial laaaa bloody hell.
i miss sharing stories.
i miss mirah. iira. yaya. ana (china woman). zyzy. nila. nina. watie. leana. sheena and especially i miss stephy my dumpling.
i miss ms. soh & her cheery outlooks.
i miss the chinese girls voices in class (eeyer. i noe, i sound like such a pervert.)
i miss hanging out after school.... till its late.
i miss going home via train with the crazy girls..
i miss traveling to school, waking up early & even then, being late.

I JUST MISS EVERYTHING THAT HAS TO DO WITH BEING A STUDENT.
):
i cannot live alone. never.
even books doesnt help me suppress my need to be ard ppl.
bcos i've never relied on anything else to be happy.
):

no school & friends = no fun.

im dreading day by day to enter the working world.
i wanna savor the moments of being with ppl who make me happy.
the moments of being around things that make me feel content.

i noe.. i noe..
so sentimental.
this is how i am when im bored & suffocated.
=/

haiz.
i REALLY HATE holidays wtf ok!

8:59pm update:
tmr got sch at 9.30! yippee!! ((:

about me. bcos i say so.

2008-06-12T15:58:00.004+08:00

Hello losers.
i am so lazy to bath.
yes. i have not bathed yet.
mama never said antg.
she has given up.

i am so lazy to continue my revamping.
cos gawd,
its such a lazy day today.

check out that sun.
*wow*
lovely day to go out.
but im still at home becos,
god knows why~

heck.
its a lovely day for a picnic.

ahh... food..
i want some of that roti john cheese frm that western makcik.
$2.80 je uuu...

sara introduced to me.
& im hooked.
dammits.
now i have a reason to be fat.

i have the urge to blog..
but dunno about what..
lets talk about...

hmm. entertainment.

whats your kinda entertainment?

my form of entertainment..
=> books.
=>radio
=>music
=>friends; storytelling/sharing.
=>occasional cinema trips. (sometimes weekly)

yup.
i dont watch tv.
i love reading & can spend my whole day cooped up at home with a good book.
im fond of fantasy. (: ones with dragons, witches, magic & etc.
(but im fine with any other genres)
reading lets ur imagination run & so u can picture things very well in ur minds eye.

even as a kid, i dont watch tv. i'd play with my toys erm.. usin my imagination.. HAAAA..

i also love to listen. (hence the radio & music) not much to elaborate here..

i also love hanging around.
especially with fun people.
i cannot live without humor.
ok, fine. i noe i look so god damn serious & arrogant laaa.. but really.. i love to laugh ((:
i choose to hang round those who are mischievous, funny, fun & young at heart no matter how old.
^^
i love being stupid & doing stupid things.
so yups. childish is the word..
(i dun waste time on matured ppl who scorn at us)

on the computer..
what do i do?
i spend 3/4 of my day on the computer..
i bloghop.
yes, bloghop.

all blogs i read are interesting to me.
ones that are full of humor are the best, obviously.
& while these entertainments are running, munchies & drinks must be at hand.
bcos im a foodie at heart
(hence, the weight & size)

hmms.
seriously laaaa.
theres nothing to blog about.
SO YEAH. bye.

2008-06-12T00:08:00.003+08:00

(: i still rmbr her ok.

2008-06-11T23:41:00.003+08:00

*taps microphone & bellows*

A big big BIG HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FIRST SISTER,
MS. MANIS (((: *clap clap clappity clap*

YES YES. I WILL NOT REVEAL UR AGE.
BUT I WILL REVEAL UR SECRETS.

she's a coffee addict.

WELL NOW DEAR AUDIENCES... WHO ISN'T, RIGHT??
SO ANYWAY,
HOPE SHE HAD A WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY.. & LOVELY TREATS...

ok. i know im late,
but blogger didnt wanna lemme in!!!!
& i was cleaning my room yaw, the whollleeeeee day (since i woke up, swear.).
does that explain my not replying to smses & not onlining on msn?

there arent BIG changes to my room,
but there's a HUGEEEEE change on space. (:
in the closet. in the cupboard. in that tiny space btwn closet & bed..
its all just soooooooooooo neat. ^^

will have smre stuffs to do!
some more cleaning..
& more exciting is..
TOUCHING UP! ^^

*i sound like i love housekeeping*

WELL I DONT OK.
ermm.. only if i got plans.
& I DO NOW! ^^

Hmms.
theres nothing much today.

i owe dilah an apology.
LOL.
she invited me to her house & i didnt come..
sigh* bcos i was too engrossed cleaning.
HAIIISSSHH..

nextym ok, promise.

hurr hurr...

i wanna new cupboard... )))):
& maybe a big mirror that comes wif it.. or myb buy an exterior mirror..

(gawsh. i love mirrors. -___-")

I WAN MY OWN ROOOOMMMMMM..... T_T
i wish watever clutter in that stupid room is cleared off.
or maybe.
we need pretty storage boxes..
& a pretty new dresser..
& most importantly, a new pretty dresser mirror..

I WANNNN PRETTY THINGS & MY OWN ROOOOMMMMM WIF A NEW CUPBOARD... & LOTSA MIRRORSS.... )):

TSK.

the only way i can have these......

AH! I KNOW!!!

lets dream. ^^

without imagination, ur nothing.

ONCE AGAIN, A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U MS.MANIS!! (:
sorry if the post is abit late!

2008-06-10T00:55:00.005+08:00

i have vowed to revamp my room tomorrow.
& then reward myself with a new choice of nail color.

dunno wether it works.
-_-"

im up right now because i've just finished planning things out.
i am so gonna work hard tmr for my room.
sounds extreme funn (:

so ho humm.
c ya guys round? =D

p/s: wish me luck to persevere! right after breakfast's reading time. (:

2008-06-09T21:22:00.026+08:00

her blood. ask me why.
kit kat! kit kat is affectionate to dilah -- believe it or NOT. im surprised! kit is usually hiding! but.. umm... (: she likes dilah alot. wonder why... *ponders*
i noe.. i noe.. wat a frikken dirty mirror..
whatever we cud get our hands on..
orange lounging around...
((:
umm. no comments-
guess who!! & check that! cameo appearance of miu miu at the back!
u got it babe!

some act cuter we saw on friendster... jus imitating..
yes. my non existant tongue..

that girl again...
dunno wats the point.. but yes..
PANORAMA.

the lovable & mild monkey.
the not-so-lovable & wild monkey..
mumsy... help me... )): check that -- the hands.. not reli coordinated r they..
very hard shot!
pretending the snakes' gonna bite her.
the bunny..
alamak. my hand wrong way.. TSK. could've been better.
blowing the candle..

just testing..

ok.
the make up i went to xchange?
totally my fault.
gonna give it a try once more..
of not, she'll mix me the right concoction..

THANKS SARA (((:

i bought smre cleansing milk...
the bio essence one stings my face.. ):
not gentle at all.. (tho it says so)
& i bought facial scrub... ((:
the one the artist told me about.
yippee. a total of $19.

that watsons girl was so nice.
she smiled at me very widely.
hmm.
or was she laughin at me?
or maybe im paranoid???? =/

t'was fun hanging round wit d!
(:
as u can see lor.

alritey.
not much today.

tis uptown girl skin is firefox friendly..
(:
YIPPEEEEE... like finally larh.

2008-06-09T12:54:00.004+08:00

You people!!! im sorry!!!
im sorry!!!

as i was puttin in the blog template codes,,
i closed my notepad in which i put in all the links & important details!!
(& sommore clicked NO to saving changes la wtffff!!! wats wrong w me!!!)
(was supposed to close the blog codes notepad, but AIYAH)
im sorry,
if i have not linked u,
(the ones i linked were ones based on my tagboard.)
leave me a message ok? PLEASE.

because im not sure if i have it all.
it's supposed to be longerrrrr..

wtf lah.

& ontop of that.
this isnt really the blogskin i wanna settle in.
-___-"

i lost ALL my precious links!!!!
(the ones of other sites..........................)
& my bookmarks.. i cant seem to bookmark.
i dunno y the fuck so...

HAIZ.

sucky sucky sucky.

today have to go exchange makeup...
-___-"
who said i wanna look tan!!!
fuck u.

OK BYE.

p/s: i am so sad i lost ALL my precious links.
bcause i dun have bookmark. ): i relied on my links. wtf can anort????????

2008-06-08T23:08:00.005+08:00

i have officially round fishball cheeks.
i have officially gained weight.
and where do i gain 'em?
my cheeks.
why?
dont ask me lar wtf.
stop pressuring me. -___-"
can u just say im skinny?
i dont care if ur lying.
cos i noe ur lying la wtf ok u chipmunk cheek.

and then and then..
my hair.
ZOMG ok.
im lookin more & more like a gorilla day by day instead of a BEAUTY THERAPY STUDENT.
*sobs hysterically*
NEFURMIND. somedayyy... somedayy...
haircut...
somedayy..

and then.
the makeup i bought.
THE CONCEALER IS DARKER THAN MY SKIN OK.
wtf.
who said i wanted to look tan!!!!!!!!!
*gets ready to jump down from 21st storey*
i am SO GONNA GO EXCHANGE TMR.

ok. thanks for reading my bimbo part.
move on to today's happenings;

went out wit iira (((:
but im sorry,
there're no pictures.
i promise fresh ones soon ok.

so yups.
went towning with her.
started out awkward laaa.
cos first time outing w each other only, (like first date lidat laar)
but aftr awhile was fine laa...

first2 asked her to meet me at orchard station.
we both did reach our desired destinations (yes, orchard)
BUT.
finding each other was like finding pathway to heaven can anot!!!!

-____-"

both talk tamil sia.
i told her from orchard station (got 2 openings right? one to orchard boulevard, the oth to scotts rd)
dunno where she come from lah.
but she arrived at TANGS.
which is across.
i meant wisma atria.
but NOOOO...

little miss smartypants go to Tangs there la wtf.

so spent about 1/2hr - 45minutes to find ea other.
i am not even gonna elaborate abt it.
bcos it is so goddamn depressing to think abt.

when she was underground,
i look for her above ground laaaaa...

communication bluetooth infrared singtel satellite all OFF la siak today.

BUT NEVERMIND THAT.
after that precious minutes of finding iira like finding a lost hamster,
we went off to jalan2 at FEP.
OH NO.
i beg ur pardon.
first2, as usual (ahem)
went toilet laaaa.. touch up2 uuu...

THEN we went to FEP.
(upon reaching, another toilet break lah wtf ok)

then hung around looking like lost souls..

ended up we lepaked at esplanade..
i noe. felt sooooooo typical.
but sooooo good.
cos not many YPs around (young people)

so we chatted & chatted.
she so talkative laaa. very nice ^^

not much happening.
aft that we went peninsula.
ok. stupid lah kan we all.
t'was closed.
& bcos u noe peninsula's reputation lah right..
(place for psssstttt: skinheads & all...)
upon entering,
we prayed silently (me, under my breath)

[like going war lidat la ok!]

but no point in all those bcos.
no more kids.
no more stores open.
HAHAAHHAAHAHAHAH....

yek eleh....

then aft penin..
went buy fish zinger meal chg to chzfries
(burger for mum, chzfries for me)
ate my fries at some secluded carpark corner of the goodwood park.
HAHAHAHA..
(mcm nk uat ape je..)

then aft that...
slowly walked to mrt...
& went out separate ways..

now.
always at the mrt lah my life,
like i said.. everybody enjoys ruining,
i oso dunno why.
maybe they think i look like i deserve to die suffocating.

but anyway.
so i was on the train towards boon lay (green line duh)
so there i was..
on my usual spot (the glass panel laaar, i swear i am disliking the glass panel spot day by day).. lookin innocent..

when some plump china dude decided to breath in my face..
(yes, yet again. wtfh)

so after door close,
there he was... (yes, i noe theres a crowd, but do u have to breath with ur mouth RIGHT at my face?)
then skalie he yawn..
WALLAMAK!

the smell wafted pass my nose..
(can u imagine a cartoon green vapor eg. poisonous gases in cartoons slinking past u?)
and thats the first time i died.
so i turned to my left to avoid anymore poisonous gases,
so that i dun have to suffer a painful & premature death.

to my left,
was an indian lady..
& she chose that moment to yawn at my face lah wahlaoweii!!!!

wats going on..
what with to her left a apek digging his nose so syiOk..
WHY??? WHY MUST THE PPL AROUND ME BE SOOOO PAINFUL & make my public transport routines sooooooooooooo miserable??

haiz.
can i prettyplease have a chaffeur then?
(& btw, isit just me or does everybody have these kinda experiences?)

then after afew stops..
china mouth breather decided to alight.
so i was free to breath fresh air again..
BUT NOO.
the heavens say i am not allowed to have peaceful train rides.
NEVER.

so in came 4 banglas..
and one of them..
decided to air his armpits at my face..
can somebody please introduce the word deodarant to these ppl?
PLEASE..

to save ppl like MEEEEEEE from these kinda premature deaths..
that...
was the 3rd time i died in the same train.
barely after i had 2 seconds of peace & clean & greens..

so i looked down alllllllll throughout the train ride..
then a angmoh with a big harversack..
& i meaaaaan BIG..
decided he'd love to give a complimentry smack to my face with his wonderful dora the explorer bag. (smacking other ppl along the way. so it wasnt exactly unfair.)
so i had it.
free of charge.
we all had it.

so that..
was the 4th time i died (with no peace moments at all).. in the same train...
i know... how tragic train rides can be..

especially if ur this small.

i dunno why.
but god.
the train ride seemed to take so long.
i think they're doin that on purpose (arent u mister driver??!)
they're enjoying my misery.

clementi came soooooooo loooonngggg...
aftr it did.
i quickly alighted & walked as fast as i could towards the escalator down.

infront of me..
a bunch of banglas..
one of 'em..
wearing yellow sleeveless shirt...
digged his butt (suppose he got a wedgie..)
& then.. his armpits seemed itchy..
so he scratched 'em..

that..
is nevermind..
but he smelled his fingers after doin so...
THAT is a nevermind also..

but he decided, he got lovely armpits & lifted his arms up & smelt 'em.
(just for 2 seconds, i counted)
& behind him.
i nearly fainted lah wahlao.

WHY IS MY LIFE SOOOOO FULL OF DISGUSTING THINGS..

i noe. this post is so goddamned sick.
but i HAD to post these Unthinkable happenings!
they seem fake! BUT THEY'RE TRUE.
I SWEAR.

i dunno why its so happening but it IS.
i wish upon the stars,
that soon, life will bless me with one day of clean & green & wonderful eye candies ok.
Thank you.

i will try not to put up so much disgusting encounters.
but its not my fault if they keep happening.
x)

p/s: wasnt the worse train ride ever had though. can imagine worse scenarios.

2008-06-08T00:11:00.003+08:00

Hello!
Today dilah came by.
we made fun of friendster users.

we also found out that a schoolmate..
recently got married.

she's like..
17? 18 years old?
our age.
and married.

sigh*.

whatever it is.
hope she achieves all her endeavors
& has a good life ahead.
Hope she'll be happy. (:

no no no.

in case you're thinking
"is that why she put tt wedding dress picha up there?"

NO.
thats Kevin Seah's design.
ok. i know its copyrighted,
but gawd.
lets hope nobody finds this ok.

i just think that its a pretty shot (:
u better think so too, punk.

Thanks to Sara!
for following me today =DD

im one happy bimbo now!
got what i wanted!!

& the person was DAMNNNNNN
nice!

such a lovely girl.
minah. but lovely character.
funny & open.
HAHAHLOLLOLOL.

Hmm.
i've been thinking..
i should change my sidebar picha.
-_____-"

haven't gotten round takin any nice shots lately.

i need an inspiration.
something.

anybody goin out wimme tmr..???????
):

nights.

p/s:
when sis & me at the front door,
skalie she kanchiong-ed me.
wtf. i thot got some perverts (like the capped motherfucker)
or thieves or ghost or what.
she was like:
"cha*!! cpattt!!!!!" & shoving me towards the unopened door.
i fumbled the keys & was praying that
i didnt wanna die early cos i havent achieved my dreams.

i didnt' quite catch what she said.
cos in my mind, explanations can come later.
for now,
try to stay alive.
(i noe lah. i fucking drama right.)
when we inside.
she gasped "blacky..".

i nearly died.
i really did.
blacky is the psychopath kitty.
whom i stubbornly insisted on calling Baby.

-___-"
luckily my heart is strong.
& im sucha caring little sister.
if not.
i'd love to leave her slumped over the staircase railings ok.

dahlah cheat aku tadi siang.
O_o
but nvm. thanks to her anyway. LOL!

note: cha* is my nickname for family members only.. u call me dat, imma bash u up ok. bcos tho i hate it, its stuck on me.

2008-06-05T20:43:00.002+08:00

yea, i noe i gots short tongue. SHUTUP.

wheee!~
hello hunnybunch & sugarplums.

t'was fun.. we produced..
another 3 more videos today =D

which is like..
im not gonna post it here.
only available on our hp & computer.

sorry.

cos if you watch it --
u'll look at me like im almost as bad as
that mental dude on the post before this.
x))

it was damn fun!

well. anyway.
planning to go out with

-school gfs.
-dilah.
-that someone on msn.

hmm.
but umm..
havent found time..

will find time..

and and..
i wanna ask sara somewhere..
request her to accompany me..

=/

hmm..

tmr i must hand in dunno wat fuck to tt cheecher.
at 10am.

wahlao!!!

so farrrrrr ))):

if not kena warning letter.
wtfh,dmfkdsifjoisdf98t9 OK.

well anyway.
i had fun today
and im tired..

and and..
i wish tmr i wasnt outing. ):

&& i really2 wish sara is free like.. soon.
i NEED to request smtg frm her.

"they" havent replied my email!

hope its soon.

tmr is so troublesome.
-_-"

BYE!

2008-06-05T14:31:00.005+08:00

y do weird & unfortunate things always happened to me.. -__-"
[and always after when i make fun of someone else. wtf, so suey ok my life.]

i forgot to tell u (it suddenly came to my mind, so i blog bou it.)

you know, i go to school via the train right..
so i board from clementi laa. obviously.

so i (unfortunately, dat day) decided to take the lasssssst cabin.
(usually im at t 1st cab)

i made myself comfortable by leaning on the glass panel.
(oh, y'know. that one.)

infront of me were 2 lian girls..
busy talking & giggling..

& then right after i leaned myself,
this weird guy (bout in 30s or late 20s.)
wearing specs..
in checked shirt..
& big harversack.

stood right infront of me (very close ok. can almost hear him breathing la wtf can)

& scanned me up & down.
OKAY. from tt moment on,
I HAVE ALRD CONCLUDED HE IS FUCKING mental.
-___-"
then he kept scratching his thighs *wishing i could demo to u*

& then moving twards me.. & then back to the 2 lians..
& then back to his pole. (oh, y'know.. that pole..)
& then back to scratching his thighs..
then moving to the doors opp where im standing & putting his hands spread out on the door (like as if he's trapped wtf)

& then back to his pole (oh y'know, that pole.)

on the opp side of where im standing (the other side doors)
was this indian ite student... (from ite bedok. HA!! caught cha dude!!)
he oso looking at that mental guy lah..

skalie tis mental guy..
approached the 2 lians infront of me..
looked them closely (like hw i kena lah wth)
& then yelled loudly *HELLO!*

even while wearing my earpiece to the MAX of the sounds,
i could hear it ok....
at tt moment, it was funny lah.
HAHA. bcos its them that kena wat.
not me.. *shrugs*
so i snorted quietly & was like smiling to myself..

the girls luckily have strong hearts..
if not..
sure faint after that loud boom.
they stared at t mental guy & then stared at ea. oth,
& then giggled & continued talking merrily..

2 stops later,
the girls alighted.
so left me & a indian guy beside the mental guy.

i was really considering moving somewher deeper & farther from t mental guy.
oh shucks.

too late.

yet again..
i stared at the window outside..
bcos oh goodness me.
mental dude was looking at me.
moving closer..
*ack!! in my heart im screaming of terror*

i STUBBORNLY didnt look at him eventho he was right infront of my face.
then wishing he would just *poof* and disappear..
HE HELD OUT HIS HAND & yelled yet AGAIN.
at me!!!! (why the fuck do i always have unwanted attention to me!!!!
y am i so badluck onneeee)

"HELLO!!" *holds out hands*

"shitties. those girls atleast got fren.. i dun have fren!!! PAISEH SIAAAA!!! the whole cabin & perhaps the 2nd last cabin is peering to c who isit!!! accckkK!!!!"

& wishing I was the one who could just *poof, gone* like tt.

everybody was staring at me..
i was staring at his hands..
& ZOMFG.
they were FILTHY!!!!!!
(why must the heavens test me like this.)

i would rather die or crash thru the train doors to escape than shake those hands!

why me kena????? WHY GOD, WHY?
the indian guy so close to him beside!!!
eee. fucking gatal ok d mental guy.

prolly he jz wntd to make frens.. (yes. with gals, god noess...)
but go wash ur hands first!
& stop yelling!

so i just stared...
raised my lips to a painful smile & shook my head,
wishing i could just disappear than appear like a mean bitch infront of the public!!

sighhh**...

so mental dude moved farther towards front of cabin..

then the ite bedok indian dude
whipped out his notebook..
& tho i wasnt lookin at him...
i noe by the corners of my eyes..
he was looking at me & then writing down (prolly describing me daaa wth!)
& then look at mental guy & scribbling furiously. as if scared all his ideas will be gone if he doesnt do it quick enuf.

& then quickly stuffed his notebook into his bag.

HAIYO.

then suddenly i got sinus.
))):

must be the germs held so close to my face.
damn microbes.

then while gg home time..
there was tis teen girl..
wearing white pants,
black flowery blouse,
long hair (untied)

while waiting 4 train..
i happened to look at her way..
& then u noe wat the fuck she did???

SHE ROLLED HER EYES AT ME.

WHAT.A.BITCH!!!!!!

-_____-"

damn u twit.
may u have 4 bad hair days!!!

got grow pubic hair already still rolling eyes at ppl.
wtf.

oooh.
time to meet dilah nw.
making some stupid video.
see if its too crazy & make me lose my reputation enuf to post up or not.

tc ya'll!

p/s: if u cant c my blog in IE, dnwload mozilla ok?? (bcos i will forever be blogging, i wont EVER stop it, scared u tink i stopped blogging cos i wont!) tt means ur IE outdated laaarr.. i dunno wat to do bout that. but trust me. mozilla is perfect!

2008-06-04T19:08:00.026+08:00

well, today... girlfies & me... visited the.....

GUESS WHERE LOR??? HA!

it was fun! & creepy -- duhh.
but they went oso cos of my whinings..
*yay! i MUST get wat i want*

but they went off early cos GOD NOES THESE GERLS R SO SUPERSTITIOUS. )):

no fun at all.
anybody wanna bring me there?
theres that particular block we havent been to... )): all e wae up to 4 or 5 storeys..

we only went up to 2nd storey today.
jus cos Nila said she sensed smtg..
but i guess its all in ur head man.
if ur scared its always like tt.

bcos i sensed NOTHING..
only extreme curiosity (which isnt always good, of cos i noe tt)
& besides it was fucking morning ok???

well anyway.
the place, is pretty dark..
considering its OLD, its quite neat & not overgrown with plants.
*cept the staircase we went up towards tho, fuckin bushy & I HAD TO LEAD THE WAY cos they were all scared -__-"*

there were an extreme number of vandalism (which spoilt the whole effect ofcos)
but watever, some even put up their friendster URLs. wtf.
funny people!

i was expecting to climb over a electric fence or smtg.
but bloody hell great, it wasnt FENCED AT ALL. (lets go camping there. LOL! JK)

on some floors, we saw some markings of some kids myb who did black magic there or for fun...
some love messages like I LOVE MICHAEL SIEW or smtg lidat (as if their lovers r gonna go OCH jz for tt msg wtf. damn sickening noe thz ppl)
there were stories of nila sayin some black metal kiddies playin there wtf. i dunno wthr to trust these stories.

the floors have ALOT of scattered glasses & wood pieces.
but i tell u, i fucking loved it there!!
fucking interesting!!! KYAAAAHHH!!
im such a noob lah. -___-"

but watever it is.
i went there bcos I LOVE OLD PLACES.
yes i noe many kids have been there... & im like..
soooooooo outdated lar siak.
BUT! i would love to explore deeper..
anybody wanna bring me along??

bcos my gfs r hopeless cases ):
Sheena isn't..
Zyzy too...

so.. im hoping somebody caring enuf to bring me there??? (((: LETS BE FRIENDS!! oh PLEASE!!!

i was really pissed when they all wanted to go home.
):
i was so upset..
i wanna go with ppl who have a curious, fun & not to say brave or daring.. but not too superstitious ppl to be w me.. anybody??? plsplspls ))):

there was a basement which we didnt go bcos it was dark
(sighhhhhh*)
& the other levels at the block i took a pic of.. I SIMPLY FUCKING MUST GO THERE.

(in broad daylight)

level 2 the jamban (toilet cubicles)
dunno wats tis... but umm. some spraypainted "mortuary" HURRHURR. i dunnoe.. *shrugs* but i dunno wth its true or not.
the YET TO BE EXPLORED block.
the room behind me (almost completely doorless, jus hanging on its hinges) dunno wats it for.. but its small... reminded me of a room smtg like it on the ground/2nd level... small door (very short door, pink, ofcos) & inside was a narrow room with little ventilation... hmm... myb its a store room.. buden again... myb not LOL.
this is at Old Changi Hospital. (: btw, see that on the right block? dunno wats it for =/ lotsa unexplained rooms lah. but the wards were awesome. i need to see more. sombody?? anybody???

tis is friendster user "dum dum" LOLLLLLL... of all the names she could've chosen! but anw. she's a long time fren from sec 1. (: Adilah. we used to be seprated in class because of giggling & laughing between ourselves so much. always got into trouble together. lepak-ed together. everything, last time. hmm. kinda inseperable lah. but watever. (: we're still funny together! so i still love her.. she didnt change.. kept laughing & laughing like hell.. of all the stupid things (unmentionable, bcos they're too crazy) we've done.. all the good times yo. (: like no back bone lidat ahh, same shorts!! when passing sum1, the person said: "baru alek hawaii ke?" HAHAHA.. we were angry but it WAS FUNNY. pretty shot eyy? i LOVEEEEE tis! ahem. c la. all the nice2 shots come from me.. LOOOLLLL RIGHHTTTT.. she & her "rock never dies" hand sign.. HAHAHA. the pretty place... (: we fought alot lastime. hmm. but i guess we're of the same kind? i dunno. *shrugs*

p/s: efc paper was alrite today. & my HFC (hand foot care) paper, i gots 70! yippeeee... a pass for me!! (which is almost always hard to achieve)

2008-06-03T23:23:00.002+08:00

so after i walked away from Nina, Nila & Ena wanting to go home..
bcos they're goin eastpoint & i wasnt.

as i passed by cafe 1.

i heard some singing:
"kecik kecik.. aje..." (so small small..)
"cute cute.. aje..." (so cute cute..)
*wishing i could record my voice & demo to u*

i whipped around to c who it was directed to.
& to my horror.
it was THAT guy again.

oklah.
i never blogger bou him b4 rites.
bcos i wasnt disturbed so much. (limit2, he onie disturbs within reach, so i was safe..)
wtf.

but TODAY,
i MUST blog bout it.
cos i was traumatised & not just disturbed.
(yea. well. u arent me. u dunno hw it was)

lemme describe him to u:
-tall.
-quite well built.
-mat rep.
-fucking rowdy & annoying.
-dunno his name. neither do i wanna find out!! ack!

so i walked all the more quickly towards bustop.
heng arhh.. got ppl around..
was what i thought.
wtf.

never knew i could ever be so wrong in my life

then that person sang again...
(i never felt even more cartoon in my life lah. the way i walked..
like ant scuttling away from danger ok)

so i sat in between some guy & another girl..
(& left a big space on both my sides wtf. i shd have moved right beside the girl)

so i felt somebody sitting beside me.. but his back facing the road
(we're at a bustop, rembr?)
whereas me, as a normal person.. sat facing the road, naturally.

lemme tell u tis once & for all;
some things bout me especially.
i have a certain dislike for random mats especially.
im pretty anti social towards these random Hearty Mats (HMs) especially.
im only crazy & carefree with ppl whom i know.

& therefore from these 3 pts, u can conclude that i am naturally anti social.
or watever some ppl say: arrogant. (which i disagree. its called bein careful with strangers)

so yes. back on the set:
then tis Hearty Mat (HM) started singing another malay song.
(i dont listen to mlayu songs. so i dunno wat isit.)
then another guy sat on my right. wtf.
which turned out to be his Hearty Mat Friend (HMF)

after singing;

HM: "eh, pompan kau eh?"
HMF: "tak ah. aku tak knl pn."
HM: *leans back so he can see past my hair to my face WTF* "hiii..."
asfa: ".............." *keeps staring at distant bushes as if nvr hear*
(nw i come to tink of it. WTF, WHY DIDNT I WEAR MY EARPIECE!!!)
HM: "name sape..."
asfa: ".................." *keeps staring at the bushes hard enuf to start a forest fire*

-gal at the far right moves away to go to her bf at the staircase-
*asfa quickly moves to her seat*

HM: "eh eh. sombong nye..." (ok. tt was really extremely bollywood style on my part, BUT WTFFFFFF ok.!)

-out of nowhere-
Heart Mat's Friend # 2 [HMF2] (a total 100% matrep smoking, wearing white T & fade blue skinny jeans) came infront of my view
[blocking my concentration on the bushes.]

HMF2: "beauty therapy wadpe ah...?"
asfa: *considers 4 a moment whth to answ or ignore, since it seemed pretty innocent a qn, i answered*
"make up."
HMF2: "eh? make up camne tu?"
HM: "tnye die name die ape.."
asfa: "tsk. asal nk tau?"
HM: "nak buat kawan je..." *moves closer beside me* KIMAAAAAAKKK!!!

i felt so harassed ok!!! WHY WERENT THE OTHER KIDS AT THE BUSTOP HELPING ME???!!!! wtf.
I HATE MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS PPL. )))): they wre just watchin on!

HMF2: "make up camne?" *takes a puff on his cigg*
asfa: "....... tsk. mcm... wedding tu sume uh.."
HMF2:" ohh... nk tau jgk knape name die 'beauty therapy' kan.. asl tk 'ugly' therapy ke"

WTF. IS HE TRYING TO SAY IM UGLY.
cheebyee. -_-"
go shave ur buluz lah asshole.

(but really lah!! AM I UGLY?????? T_T)

HMF (the original friend first2) went infront of me & gave me what he prolly thot was a friendly smile. -_____-"

& so i was trapped.
HM on my left,
HMF & that HMF2 standing infr of me..
& another dude bhind me.
WTFFF.

nabeyy.
i was getting so scared siak..

then HMF2 said..
HMF2: " mcm busy ngn hp..."
HM: "hp model ape uh..//umur brape..//name ape..//lek ah... //ckit2 je nk bilang matair.."

HMF2: "jgn lah sombong2.. kite sume kan sdare islam, mesti ketatkan silaturrahim"
(knnccb. MCM PAHAM.)

HMF2:"ni mcm anti social je.." (dah tau beh still disturbing WHY???!!)

then the HMF moved infr of HM, blocking HM while doin so & kena push away "tepi lah"

-_____-"

it was sooooooo hot a day...
i kena trapped like tt....

most girls would be flattered..
i, instead, was fucking trembling..

they said..
"asl eh diam... pasrah eh..?"
"TK LA. DA BYE. nk g canteen"
HM: "mane ader canteen" *smiling meanly amusedly*

(well yea, in my confused & scared state of mind.. i forgot we all call it cafe wtf. WAT A BIG DIFF SIAK. -_-")
catch the sarcasm?

"ader lah" *walks away quickly up the stairs wanting to find nina, ena, nila*

from behind i heard them call
"kecik... sini uh! ape sey"

kecik?? -_____-"
wtfh.

ok. the reason im so scared:
-im not bitchy & like attention.
-i was trapped.
-they were kinda leering.
-they wre giants (fucking well built lah. not to a point of MY admiration bcos he mat rep)
-mainly cos i dun like THAT kind of attention. -___-"

anyway. otw up to school (again, after walking away from them)
i called nila (with trembling hands)

asfa (trembly voice): "nila! where u guys?"
nila: "we at the gate"
asfa: "g-g-gate? wat gate? which gate??"
nila: "the gate at bus # 2 there.."
asfa: "oh! k! wait for me!"
nila (concerned tinking smtg horrible hpnd to me): "why?? wat hpned??"
asfa: "later i tell u, bye!" *click*

nila all rushed back to school...
cos they thot im in trouble
(in which they dun c it tt way, bcos god noes they're very experience with these kinda ting alrd.. im such a noob. but i prefer it tt way!!)

SIGH...
they wre takin bus..
but seeing my white expression & considering i was still tremblin,
they accompanied me till my bus came..
so sweet.

((:

so thats my fairytale for today.
i was surrounded & really scared.
i dont like it. ):

so BYE! ^^

*dun tawk to strangers. tts wat mama always said*

p/s: outs wit Dum2 was fun ((: pix up soon yeah.

2008-06-03T11:30:00.000+08:00

i never knew that guy at work whom i thot was a friend, was such a backstabber & such a big mouth! fucking annoying bastard of a guy.

-_-"

2 faced ass.
mouth worse than a girl.
made the worst of saturdays i ever had.
i TOLD him bcos i trusted & NOT FOR HIM TO GO BLABBING bout it.
knnccb.

& then there was the camwhoring at home shoot.
((:

i got inspired by a dream i had the night before..
so i thought why not have a shoot on it -- since i didnt have
antg to do anyway.
so i did. (messing up sis's rooms while doin so)

yes. fucking crazy. i noe.
sigh~ its tough findin themes for my random camho moments.
-__-" but sure is fun.
& then on random things,
on 31st may, saturday..
met up with dilah & syak.

we had a hell of a good fun ((:

i missed them so.
sigh*
so yup.
as usual -- camwhoring again & again..
crazy monkey antics & stupid poses..

(: i enjoyed it alot.
lookin forward to a nex time wif them.

kinda like slumber party

Kinda like slumber party.

& then i went to the library today.. at tampines..
& checked out.................................... hair fashion magazines!
all of us -- tt is stephy, nina, sheena, zy & her guy & lastly, me,
were all reading magazines the whole time (instead of studying for FTY paper tmr. yea. wtf. can u believe it???)

stephy was looking up gossip mags like "HOT", which had fucking funny
articles in it. x) so steph & me kinda exchanged mags after we read.
i brought back two mags... &....

hair & whatnots.

these are the shots of CURLY hairs I LOVE.
know why curly hair?
cos i KNOW that lotsa gals out there --
wiho're very unhappy with their curly unmanageable hair..
with proper hair products (to hold it) ((:
it can become this gorgeous!
(& btw, i have this obsession w curly hairs too. i envy my sisters for having pretty ringlets wtf. so unfair)
but i rebond my hair bcos its wavy & ugly & dunno wthr to be straight or to bend abit. -__-"
HAIZ.

my sisters have curly hair
(i may be adopted.. YAGAGAGAGA)
& they've trouble..
if u kept this long.. & colored it.. might be stunning.. ((:

i also wanna introduce to you this site:
www.thehairstyler.com; you can use YOUR photo & try on what
hairstyles look best on you.
its fucking interesting & useful i tell u. (:
especially if ur gonna go for hair redesigning & scared it looks horrible..
this is the site for you (((:

talkin bout hairs:
alot of us had bad hair day today!!!
MINE WAS ESPECIALLY HORRENDOUS today.
i felt so awful really -___-"
but nevermind.

if you're asking me how my paper went..
it went pretty good actually ^^
considering......................................
um. nvm.

steph & me were late..
like abt 10minutes past 8.30.
(other ppl come late relax only... steph & me were wheezing wen we reached wtf)

steph la ni.
memandai-mandai (trynna b smart) say i shd mit her at tampines instd..
if ONLY she listened to me & dropped at tanamera..
we wouldnt have been wheezing & clutching our stitches all the way there ok.

but..
thx to her.. she paid for the cab..
((:
thanks stephy :-*

of ALL the cabs we had to get..
was the cab tt didnt noe hw to get to our school.
(come on lah, EVERYBODY knows where ite simei is!)
oh.
he oso another one fucking smartypants.
prolly PAISEH he dunno hw to get there (which made us even later)
he say:
"oh tt one not ite simei lah, its ite college east"

i was shocked beyond fantasy OK!
(even if we said tt college east crap, he STILL wouldnt noe hw to gt there wat!)

stupid uncle. -___-"
MACAM PAHAM.

& when steph said "avenue sometg lah.."
he chuckled & said...
"not avenue lah.. street.."
SKALI.
we call nila.. & IT WAS AVENUE OK!!! not some fucking street he imagined.
stupid mf.
i was damn pissed at him.. but didnt bother much cos i was afraid of missing my exam.
BUT NOW.
I WISH I COULD JUST SMACK him up down left right 360degrees till his shades are flown to the pacific ocean!

so...
yea.. tts it. ((:

nite!

2008-05-30T09:57:00.000+08:00

like wanna kena slap hor? ;)
i also like this picha bcos i like it. myb cos my smile is FINALLY nice. -_-" & not constipated kind.
guess its not candid nimore. she actually wanted it this way. x)

during facial & steph thinks its cute to take a pic of my expression of silent constipation. -_-" but i put tis ugly ting up here niway cos my post wont feel contented.
somehow how come my nose looks like its flaring. wtf? isnt there any cute pictures of me at all?????
from big to small: mirah with her siggy side smile, ana without a mouth, stephy looking like she got back ache, me needing neck support & nila who smiles with her eyes.
the siamese twins to the left & the normal couple to the right.
this picture is cute.. but its always lidat when im not in it. wtf can?
not cute anymore. -_____-" PFFFFTTTTTTSSS
jus cos the big mirror has alot of ppl swarming ard it to look at their reflections.
fuck lah. can u imagine the humiliation i went thru???
i cant believe i put tis up either. -_-"
work at NAC must tie up hair wtfwtfwtf.
how ar? suicide u tink?
friday wrkg thr again.
must tie up hair again.
fucking suey noe. -_-"
stupid MF manager.
awwwww* i love love love tis picha alottt!
tis is fucking lame. but stephy suggested & i thot its cute. ^^ so its not fucking lame. its cute lame now.
tis was candid. & since my... (omg, dun tell asf! dun tell!! i cant believe im revealing the truth) *blurts out loudly* teeth were bucked & big i decided to put a cutesy heart over my mouth. ack! i just revealed myself!

ok. tis picha of my expression is no more funny expression. its more towards the ugly graph.
a tiny bit cuter lah hah.
HAHAHAAHAH. otw home ^^

i live on hatred.

school's fun. (:
exams next week.
fun no more.
weekends must work my ass off.
wtf.

hmmssss...
next week aft exams (aft weds dat is)
can go out with girlfies alrd! ((((:
how fun iszats?????

today pickin up my mum.
sisters goin msia soon.
haiz.
hope they buy me nice nice sweet sweet cute cute tings. ^^
*hint hint*

if not...
*strangles voodoo dolls resembling anis, sara & asra*

i stick pins on these dolls. x)
*stabs doll*
(just in case)

heheheehehehehehehe,
ok dah bye.

2008-05-28T11:09:00.000+08:00

& thats my darleeeyng stephy... with umm.. a new expression for her collection. x)
me. steph & miraaaaaahh.
scratch the gal on the far left. *cough cough* it wasnt me.
im trying to control my eyes actually, cos in the previous pichas i looked so staring. -_-" i dunno why oso daa. mirah w/o make up cos she used the galvanic machine treatment which doesnt allow u to wear make up for up to 8hrs aft tat incase of chemical reaction. ^^
yaya & me..
umm...
umm...................................................
...................................................
......................................................................
yes. i am such a pest.
ZOMG. fucking hedious. yoke lian. tat is NOT qualified as a funny face, ur out of this round. x)
i look scary somehow wtf.
leana. lianlian. stephy & asfa.
yes. i am indeed, such a pest.
ahem. *straightens out tie*
i look better veil painted. ^^
somehow tis pic needs editing & then be put up on frenster. ^^
steph & her chemotherapy patient forehead & me... i look like a vampire wtf.

chey, all the heads tilted sey.
so this is where stephy's expression on the first pikshur comes from!
WATIIIEEEE...
my hair step sexy je. zyzy looks sooo cute ^^
what an adorable expression. im lucky i caught it. ^^
d'you think i gained weight??? ): tell the truth.
everytime someone closes their eyes... someone else will always take their picha. ^^ im a paparazzi man.
zy & me.
eh, u think her eyes photoshopped anot arh??? hmms. i want these eyes wtf.

ok wtf. i look like crap in the previous posts pichas man. -_-" WOW.
there are days when u just look r87yti09&%#%^765*(...
damn.

& school's fun!! =D

btw, i just wanna say...
some guys dun have enough balls, they cannot accept the truth..

kimak,
u ARE a playboy.
not my problem what sial?
u angry i tell my fren for what?

ur such a fucking loser can?
than this fucking useless bf.
say i gossiping?
gals always gossip. u'll NEVER find a gal hu NEVER gossips.
so get the fuck over urself la sial.

u duwan gf who doesnt gossip.
go become gay lor.

smre ask me what that fucking loser Di ever done to me to receive this treatment.
eh sial,
iira knew alrd la from her bf.
so its not a surprise.
she ask me, i answer lor.
than he say nextime say i dono je lah..
he duwan becos of me, his frens stray away.

(that Di loser wants to get frenly with iira's fren, & hello, her fren alrd knew he playboy kind lah. so its not anybody's fault. stop pointing fingers that bcos of either of us gals, iira's fren wanna run away from u uh)

pukimak lanciao.

i'll look forward to the day u said wat u meant.

& that Di, he nk bingit2 for what?
we not making up stories wat.
its the truth, no lanciao arh? cannot take it?

go & suck ea other cock lah nabey.

go & side ur fren lah.
u really2 bingit at me ar?? i dun tink im in the wrong 4 wat wanna apologize??! isssssap arh! wtfuckinghell.

bf's fren is so fucking gay he shd go & suicide himself.
i hate him cos he's a motherfucker species of a bastard.
i HATE bf befriending him cos he's a superficial bad influence boob of a specimen.
but i dunno why he fucking treasures him so much.
it may even be possible that i hate u for no fucking reason. but thats not it.

the fact that ur a fucking common superficial double faced bastard of a guy & not at all the funny kind like some common ppl i noe is the problem.
& to add more: the way u treat general female species like dirt & tools, it all wraps up to produce one knnccb called... You. (im not naming names cos he's not attacking me directly, playing it dirty by makin bf side w him. wtf cheebye!)
I HATE you eventho u've never did anything wrong directly to me.
but the facts are all there, reasons ENOUGH for me to despise the way ur born.. jus becos im a girl too.

i cant c what the fucking hell is so bad about telling truths!?
thats not considered a gossip.

–noun

1.	idle talk or rumor, esp. about the personal or private affairs of others: the endless gossip about Hollywood stars.

its not a private affair already if ur trying to protect a galfwen from a wolf now, is it?

truths;
6.an obvious or accepted fact; truism; platitude.

it IS fact that he's a playboy. so what wrong am i in now?
u fucking tell me.

u fucking blowjob gay fucktard (apply to whoever deserves it).
stay away from me already.
im not ego, ur just an asshole.
im not in the wrong, look up the facts.
& of cos im angry becos its natural to be so.

i really despise that particular friend of yours.
maybe u'd rather choose him over me?
im fine u noe.
GO.
i dont need anything from u anyway.
so fuck off.

2008-05-26T14:34:00.000+08:00

thanks asra! ((: btw. Crows Zero is both a manga & a japanese drama.. its all about violence.. (sisters & me LOOVEEE... ) the storyline seems good. i wanna watch.. when she bought the dvd, this free gift necklace came with it.. i like it alot. =D myb im gonna wear it. myb not. dunnoes. it'd be cool to hang it around somewhere..
i look so sick here.. the i-wanna-puke kinda sick.. not sick i-have-a-fever kinda...
how come my eyeliner is nearly gone arh. -____-" check out asra's smile x) (the far right)
i prolly shouldnt smile close mouthed anymore. i look fucking horrible.

that white capped motherfucker there, sitting alone... yeah, well he & his cronies, are fucking perverts & have excited balls 24/7. i just wish i could cut them off because i am sick of getting paranoid when gg home. he & his friends are fucking STALKERS & sex maniacs roaming around the neighborhood i live in making it difficult for us girls to even go sheng siong for a $0.70 ice cream. wtf. credits to asra for this shot. i wanna take his full face. sisters and me have such scary experience for the first time!!! lets pray for our safety now shall we??

family pikshur.

I love my kitties. (:

today went out with sisters was fun.
met sara at Jurong entertainment for movie..

indiana jones at 4.45pm. (:
the movie is so-so.
love the special effects and humour.
but..
hmm.
makes me wanna watch national treasure lor.

aft movie, that was around 7pm.
went to poh kim cd shop.
tts where we browsed all the cds.
i wanna buy that anime "tales from earthsea".
looks fucking awesome.

i noe i can prolly watch it online...
but somehow, owning a studio ghibli gives one a sense of security.
maybe its just me. ^^

so then.
we decided where to eat.
sara wanted delifrance, because it was healthy.
she is such a health freak cos she thinks she's fat.
haiz.
she's not fat lar wahlao.
& whoever dares call her fat will get a fucking flying kick from me.

asra wanted to try kfc's new fish zinger or smtg.
i, didnt wan deli bcos its boring & usually eaten by
1: health freaks
2: uppity people (in my opinion)
& its also expensive (it was asra's $$$ we using ;] im a nice little sister, see? so caring)

i didnt mind kfc or LJS or mcs. but sara particularly din wan mcs.
(actually, i dun c wat fat/oil difference btwn the 3 fast foods. hmm)

we ended up at ljs cos asra said so.
^^
(yay!)

i love ljs's cheese.
becos its nachos kinda cheese & not the usual cheese.
if u get what i mean.

anyway.
i want to read "Eldest" by christopher paolini but apparently,
JE library has it all on loan.
sigh*
myb when pay comes i'll just have to BUY it then.
hurr hurr.

its also been a long time since i stepped into borders or checked out kino's books. ):

Note to self: watch VK ep 1 part 2 online pls & finish it quickly.

gonna be a loooooonnnnnngggg week ahead.
& u prolly shouldnt expect posts from me.
cos its busy man.
damn busy.
i'll try to update though, ((:

goodnight!

YAY! TMR IS A SCH DAY!!
SHUCKS.. TMR IS ALSO WORKING DAY.
pfffffftttttttts.

pp/s: i am addicted to mustard & pink & yellow & turquoise currently. hmms.

2008-05-24T17:41:00.000+08:00

i really2 need this wallet. lol. ok. not need. -_-"
because need & wants are different.
BUT LOOK. dammits.

nvm.
today's problem # 1:
my bookmarks are all GONNEEEEEEEEEE from mozilla.
i dunno y the fuck they're gone.
but they're gone.
the main point isn't why, but the fact that they're gone.
i cannt say anything. i dunno what to say.
all my fucking precious links. (now what am i to do???)
what the fuck.

the only vocab im gonna stress on is fuck. fuck. fuck.
oklah. give discount lah, shit. -_-" happy?

today there isn't any pictures simply because there isn't.
i uploaded new pictures on my friend pages
(in asfa's dictionary, these friend pages are friendster & facebook la)
i had a whoop of a time, by myself, editing pix.

sisters have shifted quite a number of stuffs in the room.
one word: awesome.
reason 1: the cats cannot reach any of the precious we own.
reason 2: asra's table has space.
reason 3: the TV & computer monitor is right beside each other.
(will take pix soon)
reason 4: the PC is in such a respectable & comfy place now. god bless.

disadvantage 1: take reason 3, not enough screen privacy. if my sis was watching dvd, i cant possibly watch porn mah (bcos all she has to do is flick her eyes to my screen). not that i do, jus an example. -_-"

tomorrow we're watching indiana jones.
sara's treat. *wide smile*
im such a needy person lar.
my sisters are such nice ppl ^^
god bless, again.

i am dreading next week bcos omfg.
im working for like 4 days... right after school (u noe, we finish like after office hours)
T_T
why the hell did i so smart say im working mon, wed & fri.
if only i knew BM was gonna make me work on sat.
wtfwtfwtFUCK.

today's post is so random,
it hurts.

p/s: hmm. i noe its late, but wtf. im addicted to bags.
stupid facebook "my fab bag" application is under maintenance or smtg.
QUICK LAAAAAA!!!! i need my daily dose of eye candy.
i noe.. i noe... im such a loser.. -_-"
but its on screen, so it doesnt hurt my pockets.
*wide shiny toothed smile*

GOODBYE.

2008-05-24T16:34:00.000+08:00

i feel like having some of this teh... the teh tarik one more better.. but these chinese kopitiams arhh -_-" go learn make teh tarik can anot? sorry if this comment abit racist la, but i mean it.. the fucking uncle can still snort at me & say "theres no teh tarik here, only got teh bla bla bla" HE SNORTED AT ME OK???!! how insulting is that??! like as if i was supposed to noe he is USELESS & damn hopeless! wtf.

i loooooveeeeeee indian kopitiam, nice food cooked to my liking. ^^. without the unnecessary starings, of course.

facebook the my fab bag application (sisters & me r damn addicted to..) is not working.. T_T i tink under maintenance daa. wtf. i NEED TO SEE THOSE BAGS. & i owe sara a bag lagi. -_-"

i dun like conflicts in class. )):
jusnw during remedial, a friend suddenly came over & said under her breath
"childish.. so childish etc"

i was stephy's model 4 fty rem, so we both were like
"who childish?"
& she said who lah..

so i was like "what she do..?"
myb i shouldnt have opened my big fat mouth,
cos after that they began arguing..
& then steph was like "i love you both, i dunno who to support, pls dun fight"
(or something lidat...)

sigh*
then now prolly they are anti-ing steph & me eventho we dunno anything.. T_T
so sad!!
i really like both of them.
sigh~
i so wish nobody would have any conflicts at all within the class.
(i sound so naive right wtf)

now in the nina, wati etc group,
they are disliking that lesbo girl. sigh*
im kinda neutral as long as im not the victim lah.

hmmm..................................
so many thoughts.
i think i saw a UFO jus nw in wcp.. =O
really2. cos shooting stars don't land slowly.

goodnight! (:

p/s: its great to have saturday & sunday off from school right now. really very tired. & i've no plans tmr like wtf.